October Sticky Beans!

[todmommy4568]

Todmommy! Nooooooo Have you checked cervical position?

Maybe we should start a new group.

I just checked it. Still can't reach it and still a ton of creamy cm this is so frustrating!

 

[Blackrain90]

If the line was in the wrong spot I would do another test.

 

[cupcake.]

If the line was in the wrong spot I would do another test.

this!
I imagine it must be torture to not know for sure. I would definitely take another test, to eliminate all the guessing and uncertainty. I'm definitely keeping my fingers crossed that it was just the test

 

[todmommy4568]

Took an IC and a FR digi...vvv faint line on the IC and a no on the digi so pretty sure it wasn't a fluke. Guess I am back to temping tomorrow

 

[cscbeth8421]

I am so so sorry todsmommy. Seriously, how many chemical pregnancies last cycle? Like 3?

 

[todmommy4568]

Right Beth?! This is crazy stupid!

I seriously should have waited until later this evening to re test now I am supposed to be in class at 2 giving a presentation and I am just sitting in my car crying....ugh

 

[cscbeth8421]

Im so sorry. Such a cruel joke our bodies play.

 

[todmommy4568]

I'm not so bummed out anymore, I'm trying to not give myself any false hope but I am going to operate under the assumption that I am preggo until AF shows up.

My body is having a hard time convincing me that I am not preg. The achiness hasn't gone away and now I am getting sciatica on the left side which I am assuming would only be possible because DS tilted my pelvis on his way out, either way not impressed if this is still going on and I am not preggo. And the chronic dry mouth has not gone away at all. Shouldn't all these symptoms be gone if my HCG has fallen to undetectable amounts?? A friend asked me well aren't you drinking a lot more and said yea constantly because of the dry mouth but I try to hold it before testing and she pointed out that either way I am still drinking a ton so even a hold is going to be more diluted. She said with her daughter her tests went from positive to negative like that for a while

Probably grasping at straws but I'm going to go with it

Sorry about the long post ladies just needed to get that out.

 

[MsRipple]

Sh.t todsmommy. Can you make an appt with your doctor to check blood levels?

 

[todmommy4568]

I could try. I don't know whether they will see me or just think I'm a crazy TTCer

 

[Angel5000]

todmommy NO no no no no no! I am really really hoping that you are right in your last post and that maybe it's just diluted! Maybe you should temp in the AM? If the HCG was actually going away your temps would be dropping down to coverline, right?

I'm going to keep holding out hope for you.

 

[todmommy4568]

Okay so not sure how many line eyes we have in here lol angel isn't allowed to comment unless she sees something just kidding! Anyways the picture seems about impossible to see and can't get a better picture but just took this test on literally no hold, had peed 15 min before. Wtf!

 

[Blackrain90]

I feel like I see something, was it pretty visible in person?

 

[Blackrain90]

And I second the temping suggestion!

 

[todmommy4568]

I could see it in person. I am planning on taking temp tomorrow morning. What a sh*t show!

 

[PnutProtector]

I’m just gonna put this out there, cause we’re all thinking it.

NO ONE CAN LEAVE THIS THREAD EVERRRRR! Unless of course we all migrate over to a new thread.

Ok now that’s done, How has everyone been?? I’ve been so busy the last few days I haven’t been able to check in.

I’m so sorry your body isn’t cooperating todmommy. But you aren’t out until AF shows, and FX she doesn’t


AFM, not much to report other than a light AF. She’s finally gone today though and we’ll get started BDing tomorrow. I’m hoping my OPKs arrive tomorrow too.

 

[Blackrain90]

Haha Pnut you are so right!!!

 

[todmommy4568]

Agreed pnut!

AF showed up this morning, can't say I am surprised. I'm glad it came early enough that I can still try for one more cycle.

 

[cscbeth8421]

So sorry TodMommy. But i truly know how your feeling. Being in limbo sucks and just wanting to get a dark BFP or start AF is a torturous position to be in. Glad you at least have your answer, even if it is a sucky one. Good luck to you this cycle! Back at square 1.

 

[todmommy4568]

Thanks Beth! Maybe we can all get our BFP this cycle and move to first tri together