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todmommy I had a hard time wrapping my head around the chemical, even though I only had faint BFP for a day or two and then AF came. I wasn't expecting AF because I didn't get the blood in CM and blood at cervix like I usually do at about 2 days before AF, so I thought I was safe.

I thought I'd "get over it" pretty easily because it wasn't that far along but it's still hard.

You really have to just decide what is good for you, and where you are emotionally. Since i know this is my last cycle to try before I have to take a break for a few months, I am pushing through. But I don't know if I would be as gung-ho if that wasn't the case. You do have time though before O again. As the days go on it is getting easier for me, maybe it will for you.
Have you considered checking out the loss forums? It might be a good place to go. I was able to get a little support over there. Of course, to be honest, I felt like I Got better support/sympathy/understanding in our little group, but that's because you ladies have been with me through the cycle and basically we all went through it together. We are very invested in each other I Think. I like this thread a lot for that.
cscbeth I can't imagine 2 miscarriages + chemical. I mean, the chemical was hard enough.

Wow, what we women go through for a baby.