October Sticky Beans!

[Blackrain90]

Yay Beth! With your O date I kind of figured you'd be closer to 7 weeks. How crazy that you are due on DS birthday!!

 

[magicalmom2be]

Hey ladies! It's been forever since I checked in, but I've been lurking for a long time!

cupcake -- I REALLY do see a line! And I NEVER see faint lines! That's a BFP, hun! Praying for your beautiful bean to stick!

cscbeth -- That's wonderful news! And even cooler that the due date has changed to your DS's b-day! Even if they aren't born on the same day, they will probably have the same astrological sign...and you could probably throw one b-day party for both every year! lol...

Angel -- Sorry to hear about your difficulties TTC without vitex. Like any other medication that can alter our cycles (such as birth control), it may take one or two cycles to get on track. You'll get your BFP soon, love!

 

[magicalmom2be]

AFM, I'm 10 DPO, been testing early and getting stark, white BFNs. AF is due Monday, but hoping to get a BFP before then. About to head home from work to test this evening using FRER. Fx, I'll get at least a faint line like cupcake! I'll keep you all posted!

 

[magicalmom2be]

mrscletus -- Has AF showed up yet? Looks like there may still be some hope for a BFP, according to your chart!

 

[MsRipple]

Yeah Beth!!! Awesome heartbeat!

 

[Lawes1987]

God I hate the waiting... I'm a lot calmer this month than last month. I think I'm 3dpo according to my Ovia App.

I babysat my 11 week old godson tonight (I was my best friends birthing partner) and God, he has put the fear of God into me. I'm good with babies but he has a floppy larynx and chokes on bottles, chokes when he's laid down flat, chokes if he gets too upset. And because of this he only takes tiny feeds and tiny naps.

In 2.5 hours I fed him 3 lots of 50ml, changed him 3 times and he had 2 X 10 minute naps. He also has little intervals where he likes to make noises and look around and kick and wave him arms.

My best friend must be exhausted! He has an appointment with a specialist on 17th Nov but I'm not sure I could cope with hearing my child constantly struggle for breath and getting frustrated that they can't feed properly. Then crying and having to catch their breath.

Now I'm worried I'm not ready.

 

[cupcake.]

Good morning ladies.
Picture time haha

My temp dropped some again, but still well above coverline. Last ovulatory cycle I had a 15 day LP and I am now 16DPO. So AF is now officially late. I'm so nervous this could still turn into a chemical because my lines are still so faint..
A lot easier to see in real life than on pictures and they're there during the time limit, but they're still just so very faint.. I'm so scared this bean won't stick


But there's nothing for me to actually do other than wait and see so that's what i'll do. I know there's women who just have slow rising HCG or super late BFPs and still have healthy pregnancies so I'm hoping I'm just one of those women. I'm not sure yet if I'm going to keep temping and I'm still too nervous to officially put a positive HPT into my FF chart FX the witch stays away for good!

Anyway, here the pictures from this morning (FMU) (feel like the IC is especially hard to see on the pic.. it's definitely there IRL though :/ )

https://i150.photobucket.com/albums/s117/Pink_schmetterlinq/3normal_zpsjdd9ywfe.jpg

https://i150.photobucket.com/albums/s117/Pink_schmetterlinq/3invert_zpshfqyp74a.jpg

 

[Blackrain90]

I see it on both! Really hope you have a sticky little bean and can officially say you are "schwanger"!!

 

[MsRipple]

I can see it! Daumen drucken cupcake!

 

[Angel5000]

CD24. My temps are playing yo-yo. Up-down-up-down (I feel like I'm winnie-the-pooh, singing that song). Still getting mostly completely creamy CM. Every few days I'll get what looks like some EW mixed in (but creamy color) and then nothing but pure creamy for a few days.

My latest confirmed O day in the past was CD26. If I haven't O'd by Cd30 then I'm going to contact the dr I think.

cupcake I DEFINITELY see that line!! FX it's sticky!!!

 

[cupcake.]

Hahaha it's so confusing reading german words on here, my brain can't handle two languages at the same time hahaha

But thanks ladies
No sign of AF, in fact i'm having quite some creamy CM today so that's definitely good

 

[lvksa]

@cupcake.
Praying that your tests get darker these upcoming days

 

[cupcake.]

Thanks ivksa you're 8dpo today, do you know when you'll start testing?

Okay, so it's now almost 6.30pm and there is still no sign of my period that should have been due today.
So i got the courage of actually putting my BFPs in my FF chart. Those pretty green lines

Please little babycake, all you gotta do is stick in there now!

 

[caz & bob]

girls got me cd1 xx

 

[Blackrain90]

So sorry Caz

 

[Angel5000]

So, weird thing just happened. Checked cervix and CM, and cervix is high, but firm. CM this morning was creamyish color but starting to get EW consistency, and just now it was more like EW but had bright red blood streak through it. Yesterday when I checked my CM I wiped my fingers on TP and there was a faint pink color but I didn't think much about it, but now I'm wondering what it is. I haven't O'd yet, so it shouldn't be AF coming. I've never had Ovulation bleeding before, could I have O bleeding randomly if I've never had it before?

So sorry caz!

 

[MsRipple]

Hi ladies 6 or 7 dpo for me. Having a lot of pinching mostly on my right side. I had this last month though less of them and more of a constant achiness whereas this is sharper. Wondering if maybe I am getting cysts after ovulation that I just hadn't noticed before

 

[lvksa]

@cupcake.
I'm a little terrified of testing too early. I'm thinking to wait and test the day my period is due, which would be I might test tomorrow morning at 10dpo. We'll see how I feel about it when I wake up.

@caz & bob
So sorry best wishes with your new cycle

@angel5000
I have no idea. I haven't had any spotting mid cycle ever. Maybe it could be as you said!

@msripple
Hope that you aren't developing any cysts

 

[cupcake.]

Well, i'm preparing myself for the worst..
My lines aren't getting any darker and i just noticed that my CM, which was white creamy yesterday, now has a light brownish tinge to it

I'm obviously still hoping it's normal/nothing to worry about but with the faint lines that don't seem to get any darker I'm preparing myself for the fact that this might not be it for me after all

 

[cupcake.]

Update: i just started bleeding.. i'm less crushed than i think i would be, probably because i knew deep inside that the tests not getting darker couldn't be a good sign.

I'm at my parent's house right now so i'll probably have a good cry when i get home..

Now my question: How is a chemical best represented in FF?