October Sticky Beans!

[cscbeth8421]

Oh Black....lets hope it's just a small bleed and not serious. Keep us posted.

 

[Angel5000]

Oh no black!!!! Prayers and fingers crossed!!! Keep us updated!!!!!

 

[cscbeth8421]

I cant stop checking back to see if Black has updated. I really really hope everything is ok!

 

[krissie328]

I cant stop checking back to see if Black has updated. I really really hope everything is ok!

Same here. I hope so too!

 

[Angel5000]

Me too. I've been checking periodically when I'm supposed to be teaching. Oops. Hehe. I am so anxious!!


Edit: Random for me:
My cm today is a creamy/ew mix. Very weird for me this early in the cycle. And lots of it. It's not quite stretchy enough to be ew but not quite lotion consistency. I wonder if it means I might O early?? Would be nice but not trying to get my hopes up. But I think I'm going to start OPKs today/tomorrow instead of waiting til CD12. Knowing my luck, I'll still O on cd25. Lol.

 

[Blackrain90]

Sorry to keep you all waiting haha. Doc did some blood work and an internal exam, said he didn't see an active bleed and cervix is closed so doesn't look like I'm miscarrying.
Going to have a hospital ultrasound in the next couple days- but I listened on my home doppler moments ago and found a nice strong 160bmp heartbeat. So just gonna spend the rest of the day on the couch relaxing, no sex or heavy lifting allowed for a few days. Not really sure what caused the bleed (was quite a bit of blood though) but just glad it has stopped.

Thank you ladies for all your well wishes xoxo

 

[krissie328]

So happy things are okay Black!!

 

[cscbeth8421]

so glad to hear everything is ok so far! ugh...so scary!

 

[MsRipple]

black such a relief!

feeling down and out about ttc. bding didn't totally work this cycle (tried, failed the evening of o). I think I kind of built this month up as the one where We could have sex without having to squeeze into one weekend. Then I ovulated early and other issues. So, yeah. FF says I'm 3dpo, but I think maybe only two ( which would mean bd 2 or 3 days before o)

 

[cupcake.]

Black, glad things seem okay! You must've been so scared

MsRipple sorry you feel out it sucks when the timing isn't how you'd like. But you're not out, maybe you still caught

Afm, spotting didn't really progress into full flow and even stopped last night. I'm expecting to start AF soonish, but i'm not counting it as a new cycle quite yet. Although i would definitely welcome the witch this time, want this crap cycle to end..

 

[MsRipple]

Thanks cupcake . I'm just being a bit emotional and letting myself mope a bit but feeling more reasoned today

I had one or two small distinct spots of bright red blood when I wiped this am Could be from sex ( /although unusual for me and we were pretty tame) but otherwise very unusual for me - I usually don't spot at all and when I do it's closet to af. But at the same time too early for implantation bleeding right?

 

[todmommy4568]

Black so glad everything is okay!

Ripple you still could've caught!

Cupcake- totally there with you on wanting this cycle to end

I would say with this mornings temp I am convinced that I have O'ed but hey I was convinced earlier this month too so who knows I'm just ready for this weird cycle to be over

 

[todmommy4568]

Ripple it would be too early for implant bleed but it could definitely be from O!

 

[mrscletus]

I'm out this month... no magical Disney baby :/

 

[todmommy4568]

So sorry Cletus

 

[krissie328]

I'm out this month... no magical Disney baby :/

So hun.

 

[cupcake.]

Sorry cletus

I started to spot again but it's such a small amount.. i never spot in the middle of my cycle so it must be AF coming.. i just wish she'd hurry up and let me get on with a new cycle.. on the bright side, my vitamin D should be delivered already so i can start taking it. I want to feel like i'm doing something at least!

 

[Angel5000]

black - I'm so glad things are okay!!!

ripple - it's hard to feel positive all the time, it's completely okay to let yourself feel down. Looks like you got some BD in a couple day before O so maybe you caught it.

cletus - so sorry! was really hoping for you.

 

[Blackrain90]

Sorry Cletus.
Cupcake hopefully this is AF and you can start fresh.
Todmommy I agree with you so hopefully you did O!
Ripple it could be implantation but that does seem early.

Have a scan tomorrow at the hospital to make sure everything is okay. Been achey in the back and pelvis so just hoping all is good.

 

[Angel5000]

Today I had my dr appointment follow up for the meds (the zoloft). She seems happy with how it's going so I have 3 more months of refills. Yay! I've definitely been happier and less stressed the last 3 weeks. Also, in the last 3 weeks I've lost 8 lbs and my size 12 pants are falling off (literally, without unbuttoning) and my size 10s are fitting comfortably without too much "hip wiggle" (if you got hips you know what i mean! ). I'm thrilled. I'm pretty sure the lack of stress/depression is a huge part of it, combined with going to the gym 3x a week (and having a personal trainer who keeps changing up my routine) but the zoloft also reduces my appetite so I am not eating all the time and I've managed to watch my portions. I'm thrilled.

I mentioned my CPs to the dr while there and she seemed a little concerned but we will talk in more detail about it during my annual physical (next month). She did suggest that since my LP is so short I should wait until I am a week late before testing. I told her i would try (right...... we'll see how well that actually happens..... )

Black - keeping FX for you that all is good.