Sis - ugh so much frustration for you!! I absolutely cannot stand when they charge you for getting copies of your own medical records - THEY ARE MY RECORDS... i mean seriously I will bring in paper and ink if it's that much to you!!!! HOH that your new doctor will lead you down the right path to your little wren!!
Kfs1 - I cannot believe you are so close to meeting your little bub or bubette... do you have any mothers intuition as to what you are having???
everyone swore I was having a boy with DD2 but nope!!!
Joy - I agree with Sis looks like you O'd!!! HOH for you that you caught the egg this time!!
Blues - I am glad to hear your next procedure isn't going to hold you up too long!! that is indeed good news!! won't be long and this waiting will just be a memory!!
Vjean - do you have any new pics of your two little ones? I bet they are getting SO big!!!
Terri - I know you are somewhere in Canada - I hope you are having a fantastic trip!!!

everyone else!!!
AFM: Finally had my appointment in St Louis with the FE. nothing but disappointment really - which I guess I should have more intestinal fortitiude about... I went on Thursday and talked to the doctor for an hour - then had a physical exam - but they could not fit me in for an ultrasound so I had to come back on Monday - (2 hours each way) - met with him monday and he said I have two solid masses in my right ovary in addition to a fluid filled cyst.

(and by the way the girl doing the ultrasound was horrible - never been in that much pain from a vaginal ultrasound!!

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anyway the FE didn't want to do the Lap to remove the masses because he thinks they are endo related (never had endo my entire life) and if he does there is a high probability my right ovary will be damaged in the process.

so I asked what are the other options???

.... staying on the pill indefinitely till the masses go away or he can give me a lupron shot that lasts for 3 months (shutting my ovaries down)

uhm that is not a good option in my mind - I have been on the pill since January now - and the mass/cysts aren't gone... in fact they have indeed gotten worse...
well after crying my eyes out in his office - he agreed to do the surgery - it will be at least 3 weeks away... and I still don't have a date (and my last appt was Monday morning)

My husband has accepted we will not have children

and is more concerned over my risk of cancer with the masses (can't be sure until they are out and tested) but my heart is broken... I wish I could just cut out the "want" for a child... maybe someday the heart will heal over...
I am going to attempt to cut back my time on BnB for my own sanity... come look me up on facebook if you want to stay in touch... Rachelle Johnson
Good luck ladies!!