Fezzle--See?! I must be psychic. I just knew a kitchen remodel was in your future! Good gracious you guys are doing a ton of work on the house. Bet it's going to be beautiful! You planning on staying there a long time? I'm just guessing with putting all the work and money into it?!
NEESAW--Oh that sucks about dropping your OPK stick in the toilet! Did u curse? I would have! Well anyways, it sounds like you got your peak. Did u get as much BD in as you wanted this cycle?
Radkat--Oh dear, I know how you feel with being stuck in the house all the time, although since I'm not BF, I probably am not feeding as much as you are! I have to force myself to get out or I start to get depressed. Today I went with a friend for lunch and pedis. My feet were so janky I almost cried looking at them! Cody slept thru most of our outing...such a nice age this young when they sleep so much. And hooray for sushi!! I was so happy to get back on the sushi train, too, after Cody's birth. (Oh I just saw Penguin's pic!! How sweet is he?!! Seriously, he looks so alert and focused in for 3 weeks old!)
Sis--Holy Christmas cookies!! I did not realize you were getting a back piece! I thought you were talking about your Friday the 13th tatt and was wondering what you were shading. Lol! That is beautiful!! How did you decide on the design? It's so intricate! Did the artist design it? I only have one little tattoo of the Gemini symbol on my back that I usually forget is even there. Got it when I was 21 in Vegas. My best friend and I were drunk and angry because we were single and having a fairly lame time by ourselves on vacay, so we decided to get tattoos and make SOMETHING memorable out of our trip! That resulted in a scary looking tattoo artist named, "Cornfed" doing our pieces and us going home with our fresh tatts to parents who nearly disowned us. Ha! Aw, memories!
TERRI--Hooray for getting this party started!! Woohoo!! You are doing the testing of embryos this go-round still? Btw, do u you still have Fun with you guys?
Kfs1--Yeah don't worry too much about the placenta previa...worse case scenario is a csection but most of the time that moves. I bet you will be just fine! And then you can experience the joy of pushing another human being out of your nether-regions. Lol! 20 weeks...halfway there!!
Wish--Ah yes, that cyst! How did I forget that?! What's the update on the cyst? And what's going on with the house?
FutureMom--I say, "yes, yes, YES" to your baby buying strategy. For both kids I bought second hand or hand me downs most of the time. They use the stuff for such a short time that it felt like highway robbery to me to pay full price. However, I am cheap! I'm glad u are getting a video monitor. Didn't have for DD, but so many of my friends said it was their #1 baby purchase that I got one off ebay and LOVE IT! I actually tried it out in my daughters room to see how it worked...and even though she's 5 it was so reassuring to be able to look over at the monitor to see she was sleeping soundly and nobody had absconded with her (on nights I watched Forensic Files or Dateline Mysteries), that I bought a second camera so I could have one for both kids. You are so close to delivery now! Sounds like you are ready!!
Moni--How are you doing? How's Pregnancy been treating you? Good gracious...31 wks already? It's going to be baby watch time for you soon, too!
Driving--So good to hear from you! Glad to hear you are recovering well from the section! I have no idea what having a csection is like but I know that having a vaginal delivery is no JOKE to recover from, as you know, and I would have welcomed a csection had it been an option! Isn't it crazy how quickly the little ones grow? Sadsies! Also jealous of your PR trip. Only been one time for a quick work trip but was so much fun. Maybe start using the carrier before the trip so he gets used to it? Do you use any carrier around the house now? I couldn't survive without my Moby Wrap and Baby Bjorn just to do day-to-day stuff. One of my mom friends said it was a nice-to-have with her first and a necessity with her second and I've certainly found that to be true here!
Well that was a lot of blabbering from me! Here's more since I have a chance...Things are good here. Cody is a very easy baby and for that I am grateful. He sleeps well at night. Did I mention being grateful? Sometimes I look at him and can't believe he's here after all the scares during my pregnancy, thinking on more than one occasion, that I'd never see this day of him being here. He's smiling now and kind of giggles which is everything! He's 2 months old now. How that time flew by. BUT. I do want to mention that all the days aren't easy and hormones are still fluctuating and this newborn stage isn't always a breeze. I'm appreciating this time more than I did with my daughter because I realize how quickly it all passes and this is my last baby, but even so, there are tough days.
It was VERY WEIRD when I noticed that I was getting ovulation symptoms again, and AF showed up 7 weeks to the day Cody was born. There was a strange sadness about that whole cycle. I'd spent so much time tracking all those things, so closely, for so long, that to just have it come and go and not be analyzing everything was very strange. You'd think it would have been such a relief to not think about it, and I guess it was in a way, but it was also kind of sad. Kind of like when you graduate high school. Your life is immersed in it for so many years, there's excitement and sadness during your time there, and everything you're doing is working toward graduating and moving on. But then, once that time comes and you've graduated, it still takes time to adjust outside of it and you tend to wane nostalgic for those old times that were familiar. I guess it's just because I know I'm not going to have another baby so there's no going back to TTC. I hope that's not coming across as insensitive or making light of the struggles of TTC. I guess what I'm saying is that the joy of having Cody at the end of my TTC struggle is so great that it made the quest for that BFP seem so worth it. So having a cycle just come and go with no excited hope of that wonderful gift at the end seemed...well, pointless and sad. I guess I was grieving the hope that each cycle used to mean if that makes any sense?! Just looking forward to seeing more Bfps here this year...partly so I can live vicariously through others. But mostly because I want everyone to get that precious gift for themselves.
