So...after a wakeup call, I decided it was time to stop being in denial and start getting healthier.
As much as I wish it were not true, I'm a diabetic, and I can't pretend I'm not. So I have to do this. Not only for myself, but for my husband and the sake of our future child. If I'm going to be a mom, I want to be healthy and strong and able to give my child the best of me.
I don't see myself ever being "skinny", but my goal is to be healthier. I want to be under 200lbs (right now I'm 220). Since I was diagnosed over a year ago, I have lost 25 lbs and kept it off for the most part. But then I fell off the wagon and started indulging in whatever food I wanted. I haven't gained anything back, thankfully, but my sugars were not under control and I was definitely feeling like crap all the time.
Now that I'm TTC, I realized how bad that is. I have to start thinking like a mommy. I can't be irresponsible anymore.
I've started counting calories again, doing some basic aerobics a few days a week, and I've already lost a few pounds.
Is anyone else here living with diabetes and TTC?