Must be at her ultrasound! Can't wait to see it!
Well my symptoms are gone again other than some fatigue. I wish I could have had a scan today so I could relax a bit. My friend at work is bringing her doppler in tomorrow so I can bring it home and give it a try Saturday when I'm 9wks. I am so scared that I will freak if I don't find the heartbeat though, but if I do it will give me so much relief. DH wanted to talk a bit about things after the baby comes, like if I'll go back to work full time or try part time for a bit, and how we are going to arrange child care and how we will explain to my dad and step mom that they can't babysit as they smoke indoors and their house smells SO bad of smoke.
It's making me nervous to talk about it, like if I do and I accept that our first baby will be here in April that I'm jinxing it. Sounds so silly and I want to enjoy this part so badly...ugh I need to get a grip lol. I'm not an anxious person but if things can go wrong, they usually do for us. We just had a washer die, our faucet started leaking badly and the garage door broke all in the same week. Every time we get caught up life smacks us back down, so this just seems like it's too good to be true.