bexx..... during the few days prior to gettingmy faint
i had what i described to dh as " my uterus aches".. so, dont mean to get your hopes up ...but FX its all good
im_mi..... my children are 21, 19, 18, 9, 8 and almost 6,.... as i said before, we thought we were alldone with having children, til we discovered we were expecting Jarrod, it was a shock, but we grew to love the idea, then the god decided it wasnt to be, so my gorgeous little present that had beenhanded to me, was snatched backinthe most unkind fashion.... i felt likei had had myheart ripped from my chest, in fact, even typing about it makes me cry, cos thats exactly how i felt, that i had been given the most precious gift ( as i felt with all of my babies, but this one was just soooooo unexpected)... going tothe hospital appointment to be told he had died was one of the worst moments of my life....
so, we decided we wanted to try for another child, not to replace our little man, that could never happen....... but because we realise it would make us smile for a lot of years to come as do all of the brood...
only four of them live at home with us, ds who is 18 has just started college, and obviously the 3 smalller ones..... the 21 year old dd is living in australia, withher other half, andis expecting a baby herself in feb..( yes i willbe a nanny before i am a mummy again, it wasnt meant to be that way round, but thats how it is now) and dd who is 19 lives inthe next town up from us, wit her friend,but i am getting the feeling sheis going to be wanting to come home soon....
right i think its time for a
ooooh bexx, wonder if you will go off your coffee....i did with ds #2.... he is 9 now, still cant drink it, even the smell of it made me hurl when i was pg with him....