next scan in 2 weeks on thursday i feel like crap i am beyond tired and still feeling sickly can't sleep can never get comfortable, even my maternity clothes are getting little tight now lol but i don't think i am that big lol coping with work, college and james is really taking its toll on me if i am utterly honest, but looking forward to my scan only 3days left of 13th week friday will be 14weeks already i can't believe it but at the same time it feels like ages since i found out. i am not wait till the easter holiday i am dying to have a lay in although we have the neighbours from hell so laying in is not ever going to happen going to be a nightmare when we have the baby as i know they will always wake him/her up....
on the plus side the night before last i had a dream about giving birth i woke up after i had given birth and apparently i had had 4 babies, one had died and wasn't able to focus on that child, two where alive and i believe male but couldn't focus on them either (like they weren't really there or images of the past/future). and the last was a little girl i got to see ever little detail of her, got to hold her and have skin to skin, her eyes were sooo blue and she had so many of my partners features lol guess my subconscience thinks baby is a girl ????
guess we'll find out soon, i think its because most people have bets on baby being a girl but i am not sure i don't really know either way....
Also i have got my pram getting my cotbed tomorrow and waiting on my moses basket bought a silver and cream winnie the pooh one sooo cute all very unisex at the moment will pimp them out with blue or pink etc when we know lol
how are you? how is your little bundle?