Starry,
I need to apologize about my lack of sympathy and general obnoxiousness. I somehow missed that you were not doing so great and had got a bfn I thought you weren't testing until mid-month. My gloating has been way inappropriate, sorry. I appreciate your kindness and support and I will definitely keep you in my thoughts, and prayers if that's okay with you.
I'm glad you are feeling better and hope to see you around soon, taking a break from the boards is probably a good idea!