so here is my story.....First off, this is my first pregnancy and was so happy. Untill i started bleeding that is at 6 weeks. Turns out i had a hematoma right from the start. no idea how it came to be. saw it even before the heartbeat. I bleed for 2 weeks and havent had any since then. im now 15 w 2 d. I thank god every day im still pregnant. But now, the hematoma has lifted a small edge of placenta. Like 15 percent. i just dont get it. I did everything i was suppoed to. I still work but only 3 days a week and i literally am so careful and when i get home i do NOTHING. This whole process is so scary and i find myself wondering daily if i will be with a real live bay in febuary. Some days i think yes, some days i think no.....im so mad that this hematoma is ruining my experience of being pregnant. I havent enjoyed not one day of it. I want this baby so much...its a girl btw! I have named her Ava Jade. I have barely told anyone about the pregnancy except family because i keep thinking i will lose her. I want a normal pregnancy. Im just sort of angry right now. Also i want to add that im a obgyn ultrasound tech for a maternal fetal medicine doctor which most people think would be great but its so hard seeing all these great pregnancies daily and wishing it could be me. Also i have way to much access. checking the clot every couple days is simply maddening because its never gone! Just wanted to get this off my chest and share with you ladies. Hoping for some support
dear hopefullmom i wish you all the best and its so sad knowing that we always will have that worry.but before i found out about this I was worried anyways. also with the job you have i can see how this would make it worse but also at least you are able to keep checking your progress. I am 5 weeks and they said they wont check me again until 20weeks! its definitely a hard thing but the odds are in our favour. I think you should tell your friends about the pregnancy because it is still a positive blessing and they will support you . I feel regardless of the complication it is still a happy time and we need to stay positive . even without sch there is still chance for miscarriage in every pregnancy so just make sure to take it easy but you should enjoy it like any other person without it would. take care