I'm due Sep 9, so pretty close to you inperfected. I feel bad today, because I keep thinking how disappointed I will be if I find out its a girl at my ultrasound Tuesday. The most important thing to me, especially after this sch scare, is having a healthy baby, but today suddenly I had this feeling I am having a girl. I dont know why and it lasted less than a minute, but its the first time I have felt this baby as a certain gender. So, then I started crying about it, because I really want a boy so bad! I know regardless of the sex I will love it just as much, I dont doubt that, but I just cant help myself from wanting the gender I dont have yet. I feel bad for getting upset it could be a girl. Girls are so fun, and really if I had to think of what I'd want if I had no kids, then I would want girl. But after 2 girls I feel its normal to want a boy, but why do I have to cry over it? I know this was off topic, but my husband wont listen. I can tell he thinks that feeling I had was nothing. Which I do hope it was, but kinda doubt. This was different then the feeling I had with baby #2...I really thought she was a boy, I just kept picturing boy from the second I got pregnant, and yes I was shocked it was a girl at my 20 wk ultrasound. This time around,no real feeling until earlier, and literally it was so short, but it felt like I knew! I even had the feeling of "I knew all along in my heart, that this is a girl" though I havent at all, or at least not that I'm aware of. Maybe its tucked away, I tried retrieving that feeling again later, but cant. Now that I've bored you(Im sure most wont get this far) I will just go back to stressing over my upcoming ultrasound in 3 days.