I haven't completely finished reading everyone's stories, but I wanted to share my story. I didn't know there was this group on B&B but I am glad I found it.
On September 24 I delivered our son after finding out the day prior during a regular ultrasound that he had no heartbeat. It was the worst day of my life, and every day since has been a little bit better but still horrible.
We are talking about trying again, but since this pregnancy was five years in the making and an IVF Miracle it isn't going to be easy. Thankfully we have some frozen embryos that we are hoping will thaw correctly for us. We are seeing the clinic in December and will hopefully start in January. The waiting game is horrible!
I am just having a really hard time with the unknowns, the grief, the calls from people checking on me, the fear that it will happen again... everything really.
Thankfully my husband has been a great support and is in this with me 100%
I hope that we can all find strength together.
So sorry for all of your losses. All the love to our little angel babies.