***September testing group***

[josephine3]

@jellybeanxx what dpo were you supposed to be? A few days infront of me right? My opks do go a bit all over before af x

Im a bit cross with myself I took a cb early and it's bfn. Dont know what i expect at only 7dpo though really, I knew I shouldn't use one... Like we get a vvvfaint line then expect a blazing bfp hours later lol

 

[MumwithPCOS]

It’s just so strange how it would have just spiked up like that. Normally I have a gradual increase and a gradual decrease. Weird!

What oh man that’s so crazy I’d be keeping an eye on it for next few days incase it tries to again. Does the hpt have anything hard to see against the other lines xx good luck babe xxx

CD19 I know I could still ovulate. I’m just getting disappointed as I thought this would be my month I guess I could still o before CD25 so I’ll just keep my hopes up for that.

 

[josephine3]

@tdog how's the bleeding now? Hope you aren't in too much pain xxx

 

[josephine3]

@Laurabub84 time to start bding for you

 

[tdog]

@josephine3 thank you for asking after me love, the bleeding stopped this morn my pain has gone aswell but I've had a headache all day xx

 

[HopefulPony]

@josephine3 thank you for asking after me love, the bleeding stopped this morn my pain has gone aswell but I've had a headache all day xx

Thinking of you xxx

 

[Suggerhoney]

Feeling so so deflated right now. Just done some more tests and it was such a strong pee sample so really thought I would see slight darker lines.
Instead there now BFN. Absolutely gutted. I will test again tomorrow but pretty sure I am out again.
So sad. I really am starting to believe I’m never gonna get my rainbow. Feel like that miscarriage was my last chance. I’m just getting older and older and it’s just not happening and I know it will get to the point where I won’t be fertile anymore and menopause will kick in.
Feel like crying

 

[jellybeanxx]

@jellybeanxx what dpo were you supposed to be? A few days infront of me right? My opks do go a bit all over before af x

Im a bit cross with myself I took a cb early and it's bfn. Dont know what i expect at only 7dpo though really, I knew I shouldn't use one... Like we get a vvvfaint line then expect a blazing bfp hours later lol

I think I should’ve been about 9DPO now, I wouldn’t normally be checking OPKs at this point but my temps dropping over the course of a few days and getting all the EWCM has be doubting whether I actually ovulated when I thought I did.
I totally get you on the temptation to use certain tests early even when you tell yourself you won’t. The temptation gets too much! Sorry for the BFN, fingers crossed your next test is better! I’d tell you to wait a bit but I’d be a massive hypocrite

What oh man that’s so crazy I’d be keeping an eye on it for next few days incase it tries to again. Does the hpt have anything hard to see against the other lines xx good luck babe xxx

CD19 I know I could still ovulate. I’m just getting disappointed as I thought this would be my month I guess I could still o before CD25 so I’ll just keep my hopes up for that. View attachment 1111386

It’s just so odd isn’t it? I hate not knowing what my body is doing!
I’m sure you can relate to that, it’s frustrating watching OPKs and never being sure when/if you’ll ovulate and then being completely confident it’s happened. I hope you get that positive OPK soon!

 

[jellybeanxx]

Feeling so so deflated right now. Just done some more tests and it was such a strong pee sample so really thought I would see slight darker lines.
Instead there now BFN. Absolutely gutted. I will test again tomorrow but pretty sure I am out again.
So sad. I really am starting it believe I’m never gonna get my rainbow. Feel like that miscarriage was my last chance. I’m just getting older and older and it’s just not happening and I now it will get to the point where I won’t be fertile anymore and menopause will kick in.
Feel like crying

We must’ve posted at the same time! Sorry for the BFN, what DPO are you? I remember you saying you don’t normally get BFPs before 10DPO. I know it’s hard but try not to lose hope just yet! Fx for your next test!

 

[AlwaysTheAunt]

10dpo morning tests, wowsers.

I told hubby last night and at first he seemed half excited/half how i expected him to react. Then at bed time did a full 180 said i ruined his week and now hes so stressed about money and the lack of sleep and holidays because i will be 4-5 months pregnant by the time i can get a job (theres no childcare until january). I am of course worried about this too but know we will make it work.

 

[AlwaysTheAunt]

9dpo vs 10dpo

 

[josephine3]

@AlwaysTheAunt wow great progression!!
@Suggerhoney sorry about the bfn, I had one too.. Better luck tomorrow I hope x

 

[AlwaysTheAunt]

Sorry about the bfn @Suggerhoney those first tests looked promising! Fingers crossed for 10dpo lines! I would love to have so many ladies with me in the May group

 

[Suggerhoney]

@jellybeanxx
It’s just getting them lines on both tests earlier and now negative. Was a stronger pee too so was hoping for darker lines and instead got bfn. If it’s still bfn tomorrow then I will know I’m definitely out. Just don’t get why the tests I did earlier had lines and now no lines. So gutted.
So sorry your in limbo love. Do u think ure body mite be trying to ovulate again?

@josephine3
Oh no not you too. I just can’t it as I used the exact same brand and also did a wondfo and easy@home because tonight’s pee was way more darker than the pee I did earlier that gave me lines.
But all were BFN.
I’m 10dpo tomorrow and I know if BFN tomorrow then I’m definitely out.
Hope our lines come back tomorrow and are darker.

@AlwaysTheAunt
Amazing progression and such a good line for so early. Massive congratulations love. Would love to be joining you in the May due date group that would be so awesome, but I think I’m out now. Have no idea why I had lines earlier but now BFN . Not down to diluted pee either because tonight’s pee was darker than the earlier one.
Feel so disappointed now.
Congratulations to you tho love I am so happy you finally have ure BFP. Such dark lines for just 10dpo too. I have a good feeling about this.
What are those tests your using with the blue handle?

 

[Suggerhoney]

Feeling so sad ladies and just want to cry. Those lines gave me hope.
the miscarriage was 3 months ago now and had nothing but BFNs since. I fear my fertility has plummeted.

 

[Suggerhoney]

Feel like giving up

 

[littlewitch]

Hi ladies
I’m 9dpo and got this. I don’t know if any of you will be able to see it as it’s vvvv faint and hard to get a photo of.
My symptoms have all gone so I’m feeling very nervous as I had no symptoms with the miscarriage.

I did have sore boobs but not sore anymore.
I did have on off very mild cramping/sharp pains in ovary area, had that on and off since 5dpo but nothing today.
No more metal taste. Had it slight yesterday but not sure if it was my gum or blood in my mouth somewhere.

I expect no one will be able to see this but there is a faint line on both irl and at my neighbours and she can see it too.
She thinks it’s the start of a BFP but I’m not sure.

Bag of nerves now. Those tests with the white handle are normally stark stark white when negative.
Oh I hope if this is it this one will be my take home sticky healthy rainbow baby.
So so nervous.
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Will catch up on the rest of the thread in a minute.

I see those faint lines, Suggerhoney!!

 

[jellybeanxx]

@Suggerhoney this part of the cycle is always so difficult, the hope and the doubts and then we start questioning everything. Hoping tomorrow is a brighter day for you

I just tested again, the OPK is now blazing (by my standards) and I swear I can see something on the HPT too?!

 

[AlwaysTheAunt]

Thank you @Suggerhoney xx i really hppe for a surprise bfp for you tomorrow! I had a good feeling about you this month and i hope im not wrong. The blue handles are just one step the 10mui ones. Will take a pic of the packet. I hadnt heard good things about them but they were actually ok. They're not very consistent for progression though. All the tests in the last pics were dipped in the same pee and lines varied heaps. The darkest was the first dipped.

@jellybeanxx wow i see it! Good luck for the next test!

 

[AlwaysTheAunt]

Dipped the last 25mui one step in my smu. Finally got a line on one! Dipped another 10mui in the same pee and its stark white! Crazy how different the tests show. But i am pregnant and that's all that matters atm.

Hubby wants to keep it to ourselves for a month or so, i think so he can get used to it/make sure I dont miscarry. I have decided if I do miscarry we will no longer ttc a second. So i pray this is a sticky bean.

Thank you ladies for the massive support over the last 2 years, I love this group xx