***September testing group***

[xxmyheartxx]

Sending to those who need them, ttc is a hard journey to be on xxx

 

[Xxenssial]

Thank you ladies for your kind words think my head just battered tbh don't even think we are going to try anymore, I do try and be strong but it's all piled up again and now this xx

I’m so sorry you’re going through this tdog give yourself time to rest and let the mind process your feelings you may change your mind. I am thinking of you xx

 

[Xxenssial]

Lovely lines @Xxenssial
Well it's af due day for me. I haven't tested yet as I'm fast running out, I have 2 one steps, 3 clear and simple and one cb (not early) whilst this sounds a lot of tests to any normal person we know it's not lol x

Hahaha this made me giggle. I have been through a few already.. and I just stocked up on more today. I’m excited to hear how it goes for you xx

 

[tdog]

Ah ladies you are all truely amazing I think I'm just having abit of a down day if I'm honest cd10 and as it comes close to o time I get so so emotional done a opk but nothing as yet but I do o around cd18ish xx

 

[elmum]

Thinking of you @tdog

 

[jellybeanxx]

Lovely lines @Xxenssial
Well it's af due day for me. I haven't tested yet as I'm fast running out, I have 2 one steps, 3 clear and simple and one cb (not early) whilst this sounds a lot of tests to any normal person we know it's not lol x

You’re down to the very bare bones of tests! Whereabouts do you live? Can never remember who is in the UK or not? All the shops are closed today so wouldn’t be a great day to be running low on tests here!

Thanks ladies.

Thankyou yes fmu these ones. Just caved and did one at 8pm at night lol. Can see it’s darker here.

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Fabs lines! So exciting!

Ah ladies you are all truely amazing I think I'm just having abit of a down day if I'm honest cd10 and as it comes close to o time I get so so emotional done a opk but nothing as yet but I do o around cd18ish xx

That’s reminded me of a conversation I was having with a friend the other day. I was saying how awful my PMS gets and she said hers wasn’t too bad before AF but she got it just before ovulation. I wonder if you get something similar? Apparently it’s a thing!

 

[tdog]

You’re down to the very bare bones of tests! Whereabouts do you live? Can never remember who is in the UK or not? All the shops are closed today so wouldn’t be a great day to be running low on tests here!



Fabs lines! So exciting!



That’s reminded me of a conversation I was having with a friend the other day. I was saying how awful my PMS gets and she said hers wasn’t too bad before AF but she got it just before ovulation. I wonder if you get something similar? Apparently it’s a thing!

Tbh I do think it is a thing as I always get moody before ovulation then have a rage at him then try and flutter eye lashes when I do o because I've been a bitch previously but I'm not normally this bad xx

 

[josephine3]

I def get a bit moody round ov but nothing compared to my pms lol.
@jellybeanxx yeah I'm in the UK, I'm not going to town till Thursday either!!! Plus I'm low on cash so not good!!
I did cave earlier, pretty much bfn.. But no af as of yet eitger x

 

[jellybeanxx]

Tbh I do think it is a thing as I always get moody before ovulation then have a rage at him then try and flutter eye lashes when I do o because I've been a bitch previously but I'm not normally this bad xx

Haha maybe it’ll become one of those Pavlovian responses and he’ll start to associate that rage with getting some and it’ll just work for him

I def get a bit moody round ov but nothing compared to my pms lol.
@jellybeanxx yeah I'm in the UK, I'm not going to town till Thursday either!!! Plus I'm low on cash so not good!!
I did cave earlier, pretty much bfn.. But no af as of yet eitger x

These tests definitely start to add up in cost don’t they! I used to get Wilkos ones that were fairly cheap if I didn’t have time to get them online but couldn’t find them last time I was there. Sorry that it was pretty much a BFN! That limbo in between that and seeing if AF arrives is torture. When do you think you’ll test again?

 

[Laurabub84]

@josephine3 hope af doesn’t show and you get a lovely bfp

@Xxenssial lovely line

@tdog I’m sorry your feeling so bad. I really hope you can try again this cycle and things improve for you. Big hugs

talking tests. As soon as I got my positive opk I stocked up on pregnancy strips. I’ve managed to fill a lunchbox with 135 tests and that’s without the frer and cb digitals I’ll end up buying nearer testing time . I’m not even sorry, lol, I can’t wait to start using them. So excited. 3dpo today

 

[Bevziibubble]

@Laurabub84 That's quite the stash! Good luck

 

[littlewitch]

Xxenssial--looks like BFP! Congrats

 

[mbrew180]

Congrats @Xxenssial !!! Beautiful

CD 3 here and I’m going to be calling the reproductive endocrinologist today to see about next plans.

I had a rough call week I delivered 3 living babies and and Angel baby Wednesday and got 1.5 hrs of sleep that 24 hour call. Then I was on call all weekend and only delivered 2 babies but my backup doctor gave me a hard time all weekend about a lot and I’m emotional exhausted.

 

[Nima]

@mbrew180 so sorry, sounds like a really tough week. Physically and emotionally exhausting. Hope you have time to rest a bit now and process everything.
And good luck with the RE! I hope you can make a great plan for your next try.

@tdog sending you hugs and thinking of you.

 

[josephine3]

@mbrew180 gosh that sounds really tough! Good luck at your appointment I never knew what RE meant it's not something we have in the UK I don't think?

@Laurabub84 wow that's a lot of tests haha I love it It's amazing how fast they go down though!
@jellybeanxx I'll probly sneak another one tonight as I usually get my darkest sample of an eve, then I've got 2 per day till I can buy more on Thurs. I did order some more one steps but they aren't due till Thurs either but I'll probably get af by then anyway I imagine. I don't want to make a special trip out for tests just for af to come x

 

[josephine3]

I'll have to occupy myself looking for late bfp stories lol.

 

[Bevziibubble]

@mbrew180 I'm so sorry you've had a rough week.

 

[Laurabub84]

@mbrew180 that sounds like a tough week. Take some time to look after yourself. Good luck with the RE

@josephine3 it’s amazing how quick they can dwindle, lol. And I’m preparing myself to be in this for a while so thought why not just stock up now. I’m gonna start testing on the weekend which is a couple of days early but I know I won’t be able to hold out for 10dpo

 

[tdog]

@jellybeanxx your joking ain't ya he isn't even bothered in dtd any more tbh that affects my mental health aswell, because I'm on the bigger side I always think he isn't bothered in me any more I'm always so paranoid (sound like a phyco don't i) when in reality he is struggling with his health xx

 

[Suggerhoney]

@tdog
I haven’t been on here since Saturday and I’m so sorry I wasn’t there for you at your lowest: I wish you would if sent me a text, I truly get it I really do.
Sending you big hugs and you know where I am.

@josephine3
Oh love I’m so so sorry this is definitely the most worst part. I start feeling better when I get close to ovulation again or get my peak. But these BFNs and the waiting and waiting for AF is absolutely torture.
I’m 14dpo today and still BFN. AF should be here tomorrow but last cycle it didn’t show until 17dpo:/ it’s all so depressing.
Hugs to you I know u felt so confident this cycle and I had high hopes.
TTC sucks.

@Xxenssial
Lines a bit darker there lovely and hopefully they continue to get darker. I’ve had back to back losses and I know what it’s like.
I hope this is your sticky.


Thanks ladies for the the replies.
14dpo today and still BFNs and just waiting to bleed.
I have ordered some Coq10 600ml as I read ladies my age trying should be taking that and it can improve egg quality.
Still thinking of starting the maca when I start bleeding too.
Hopefully I will still ovulate on it, and at a normal time.