***September testing group***

[Suggerhoney]

@mbrew180
Oh my gosh delivering a angel baby that must be so so hard. Oh that poor poor momma and dadda so so sad.

 

[josephine3]

Well think Im out. Here's my eve test with maaaybe the faintest of lines ever but I just checked my cervix and had a speck of red along with some orangey discharge. I'm so sad now x

 

[tdog]

@Suggerhoney I sometime like to leave it to myself majority of the time I do I hate talking but I think that's because paul doesn't let me talk sometimes xx

 

[tdog]

@Suggerhoney I sometime like to leave it to myself majority of the time I do I hate talking but I think that's because paul doesn't let me talk sometimes xx

Don't get me wrong ladies he is a good support sometimes but not always xx

 

[josephine3]

@Suggerhoney I can't believe that about Mum2Be22!!! Guys on here who haven't seen she's a fraud! I didn't want to gossip too much on the May group as I don't really belong there and with IsabellaJayne going through so much it didn't feel right but I'm shocked!! I'm so daft not to notice anything.. I didn't see what she put but I'm guessing it was pretty bad?

 

[Suggerhoney]

Well think Im out. Here's my eve test with maaaybe the faintest of lines ever but I just checked my cervix and had a speck of red along with some orangey discharge. I'm so sad now x

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I do see that love. But so so sorry you have started spotting.
Could it possibly be implantation spotting? I know clutching at straws but could be it at 11dpo?
If it stops I hope that line is darker tomorrow.
If it is AF I am so sorry. Still waiting for mine to start I hate having such a long lp.
Hope it don’t keep me waiting until 17dpo again

@Suggerhoney I sometime like to leave it to myself majority of the time I do I hate talking but I think that's because paul doesn't let me talk sometimes xx

Oh love I’m here for you you know you can reach out. Hate to think of you suffering alone. Hugs

 

[Suggerhoney]

@Suggerhoney I can't believe that about Mum2Be22!!! Guys on here who haven't seen she's a fraud! I didn't want to gossip too much on the May group as I don't really belong there and with IsabellaJayne going through so much it didn't feel right but I'm shocked!! I'm so daft not to notice anything.. I didn't see what she put but I'm guessing it was pretty bad?

Yep I was gonna write something here earlier.
But ladies can you remember the awful kittycat that was attacking a few of us in the February testing group.

and then she came back again in the April and May testing group under different accounts.

well turns out that mum2b22 was kittycat.
She wrote something very hurtful in the May due date group. I didn’t see what she wrote but Bev did some digging and checked the IP address and it was the same as Kittycat.

she has been removed and don’t think she will be back again now.
I was suspicious of her as she said a few strange things a few months ago but thought after hearing about the twins etc she was a genuine lady.
Nope it was kittycat.

 

[tdog]

If I remember rightly ladies she set up the June testing thread? So that's why I thought was genuine but clearly not xx

 

[tdog]

If I remember rightly ladies she set up the June testing thread? So that's why I thought was genuine but clearly not xx

Ditch that was July one xx

 

[josephine3]

@Suggerhoney I would like to think it was implantation but I'm very doubtful. Not holding out any hope at all. I was so sure this month that I had caught too. In December it will be a year of trying, I'm thinking I might make a docs appointment to at least get checked out, it feels so much like admitting there's a problem though... Its not hit me yet I guess it will when I start to bleed properly. I've really tried this month with my diet etc too, I'm so frustrated.
I forgot it was Mum2Be22 that started that thread a while back then wanted to leave.. I felt guilty too as I did feel pretty jealous when she got the twins then a bfp to go with it!! Guess it really was too good to be true! She must really want the attention it's rather odd

 

[salamander91]

I'm not surprised about Mum2Be22. Her story really wasn't adding up. I'm sorry she said horrible things yet again though!

Sorry I haven't been posting much. I do come on and read the thread most days but I don't feel up to posting most of the time. Lttc sucks congratulations to any bfps this month and sorry to anyone with af xx

 

[MumwithPCOS]

Tbh I do think it is a thing as I always get moody before ovulation then have a rage at him then try and flutter eye lashes when I do o because I've been a bitch previously but I'm not normally this bad xx

I was just researching this yesterday as I’ve been the same but couldn’t find too much on it! Yup I think it’s a thing. My pms lasts from ovulation time til Af but sometimes that’s a looong time with long cycles soo not good as I have always had bad mental health but maybe just hormones I’m connecting the dots at 29-nearly 30 lol. Not easy being a woman!

 

[MumwithPCOS]

Do we even know who kitty kat is? Is she 22? is she a woman? Hopefully she is I would hate to think of an older woman saying these things. She must truely be broken to do that kinda thing. Yeah when she wanted to leave because of ppl asking about the fireworks I thought very sensitive ect I thought it was odd but like I said on IsabellaJaynes forum ttc is emotional so didn’t want to judge but nah she crazy

 

[tdog]

Do we even know who kitty kat is? Is she 22? is she a woman? Hopefully she is I would hate to think of an older woman saying these things. She must truely be broken to do that kinda thing. Yeah when she wanted to leave because of ppl asking about the fireworks I thought very sensitive ect I thought it was odd but like I said on IsabellaJaynes forum ttc is emotional so didn’t want to judge but nah she crazy

She also said she wanted to leave because she felt like she was the youngest and we were all to old (I'm 35) she also had a dig at me for commenting good luck when I was pregnant and she said she felt all the pregnant ladies shouldn't be able to comment on ttc thread something definitely loose tbh she/he whatever maybe needs some help somewhere xx

 

[MumwithPCOS]

She also said she wanted to leave because she felt like she was the youngest and we were all to old (I'm 35) she also had a dig at me for commenting good luck when I was pregnant and she said she felt all the pregnant ladies shouldn't be able to comment on ttc thread something definitely loose tbh she/he whatever maybe needs some help somewhere xx

that’s true I remember a few cringe comments thought maybe she was just young and insensitive type thing. Yeah true and I’ve actually seen someone similar on another platform I was reading. Oh well never mind at least every one here is chill now

 

[tdog]

that’s true I remember a few cringe comments thought maybe she was just young and insensitive type thing. Yeah true and I’ve actually seen someone similar on another platform I was reading. Oh well never mind at least every one here is chill now

Ah we always chill here if we chill anymore we be lying on the floor I'm just pre o moody right now going back to that it is definitely a thing, I get so moody before I after o and just before o so basically the whole month then xx

 

[MumwithPCOS]

Ah we always chill here if we chill anymore we be lying on the floor I'm just pre o moody right now going back to that it is definitely a thing, I get so moody before I after o and just before o so basically the whole month then xx

Hahaha I’m with you there hun

 

[josephine3]

@MumwithPCOS I suffer with mental health and depression too and for a time I found it got much worse near to af, I started looking it up and came across something call PMDD I think it was, a lot of how I was feeling matched up to that x

 

[MumwithPCOS]

@MumwithPCOS I suffer with mental health and depression too and for a time I found it got much worse near to af, I started looking it up and came across something call PMDD I think it was, a lot of how I was feeling matched up to that x

yes I’ve just come across that too and am sure I have that because honestly I would want to get a divorce every time and when you don’t know when AF is coming you think you’re really feeling these things ( you are feeling them but thoughts not rational if u know what I mean) being aware of it does help though.

 

[Suggerhoney]

@salamander91
Oh love good to see you posting. I’m so sorry your still on this very long ttc journey. I wish it would just happen for you.

@tdog
Yeah she was running one of the groups. I would reply to her a fair bit but always felt ignored. I mean once or twice she commented back but a lot of the times she didn’t.
Don’t think she ever said she was sorry when I had the miscarriage which made me suspicious because Kittycat was vile to me and said I was too old and pointed out all my losses and said Women that are 40 and over don’t deserve to have a baby because by the time that child was 20 we would be dead. I will never forgot that. It really scared me. It made me question ttc and asking myself am I too old. Am I being selfish trying at my age.

I was afraid of her reappearing and attacking me about the June miscarriage, I’m so glad she didn’t. I think that would of broke me.


@MumwithPCOS
Well she was on here for a while a Kittycat and actually had a baby last year in the summer. Then she was in these testing groups from around October and she seemed ok but quiteish
Then in February she just started attacking everyone in the testing group.
Then she said her x husband had gotten hold of her account and it was him being vile.
There was some really crude words written which I don’t want to repeat.
Then I thought a man would say that sort of stuff:
But she or he new everything about nearly all of us trying. So that part didn’t add up.

she got removed and then came back with new accounts and user names. But you could tell it was kitty right away.


I also suffer with mental health and depression. I have bipolar type 2.
I get very moody on the run up to AF and the first few days on AF. I’m not too bad around ovulation tho normol just excited to see a peak but sometimes the run up to ovulation and just after I can be a bit moody.

the worst mood is when I’m getting BFNs and then the painful 5 6 or 7 day wait for AF.
Wish I was one of those that started at 12 or 13dpo the long wait for 15 16 and even 17dpo is horrible.

im 15dpo now as it’s past midnight and still no sign of AF. I have a horrible feeling it won’t be here until 17dpo again