Thank you ladies... It was a crazy emotional roller coaster today -- I am disappointed for sure.. esp having paid cash for services as insurance did not cover it. I called my Momma tonight just frustrated with everything... she offered to pay for the next round($1800 for all the apts and then $1200 for the meds). I know what I have in savings and I know what they make a year --- I have a hard time accepting the gift -- real hard. She said "Tiff.. of all the kids (there are 7 total) we have spent the least amount of $$ on you... you are so responsible and we want to gift this to you..... ughh.. I want it but I hate accepting money. They just want more grand babies... they only have one.