I know the progesterone leaks out but not this much! And (worse tmi) when rummaging in there 
you get these wet tissue type lumps, anyway one of them came back red, the rest were white like normal so i tried again, same thing. Can my body ever make sense? I didn't spot till 14dpo last month, hope the progesterone isn't being crushed by my own hormones 
Might be something you should ask your RE? The only positive thing is they're going to give him 5 months pay plus an extra 3 months so he has time to find a new one. Should be fairly easy with about 9 years of experience, as a chemical engineer (although it's in oil so might be an issue). So here's hoping he soon finds something since I'm a housewife and we therefore have no salary after those 8 months
that rotten luck! Wow that's a lot of months of severance pay though, I'm sure he's going to find something during that time 
i hope you won't let it stop you ttc! looks just like the one from 8dpo last month so not sure if it's good cuz it was neg by 9dpo last mo th or bad cuz it's so faint!
Oh man sorry to hear that
So, ofcourse just to confuse things further, I got a squinter this morning
Although to be honest I've given up on ever using any of my 2 degrees and will be applying for tons of volunteer jobs at animal shelters when our baby is older. everything has a way of working out in the end
It's so awkward, you specialise in something and then become useless to employers if it's not using your expertise!
So yeah, this is part of the problem. Don't many women spot during early pregnancy? nah but Stockholm is a nightmare to get a place to live, probably not that hard to find work, though I consider myself lucky with the way things worked for me, could have been very different really AF like cramps and spotting though
Have you ever thought of Sweden ?
Have you thought about removing your masters from your CV ? Or would that just leave it too empty, thinking if you'd like something "normal" like shop work etc, if you keep getting snubbed for being over qualified ? Random thoughts.
Sigh, spotting is getting worse, but the test is stronger than this morning.... I panicked and took another suppository, I doubt it'll help though
That won't be good for any type of job, every single store and company will see me as a lazy bum for not doing anything for 8½-9 years. They avoid unemployed people like the plague here But I've pretty much dropped the whole idea and am going to apply to countless volunteer jobs at animal shelters as soon as our future child is in pre-school/kindergarten. They won't care what I've done before
We can only hope it stops. don't worry about ttc timing or anything, even if you get a bfp this month you'll still have plenty of months to make connections and do something satisfying sorry for the spam, this is bean number 7 and i'm quite protective of it ! Just begging it'll stay
I'd start looking at volunteer stuff now, at the very least you'll get to work with something you're interested in, i think it'll give you a happiness boost
No need to squint at this one I hope
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Which is why it's perhaps better to wait. I don't think they care about ages so no need to rush on that account. I'll probably start applying a few months before I'm totally ready though as I'm expecting it to take a little time.
I'd try again in 2 days with the same type of HPT and see if it gets darker. Here's hoping it does 
I honestly don't know, I don't have a good feel but we'll see!
Any I might experience I'll just ignore to a certain degree, to avoid disappointment. I had my hopes up a little, tiny bit too high last time because of my sore breasts. No soreness this time, just the very occasional twinges Started having a slight bad back today, slight heartburn (but have had that on BFN cycles too), extremely slight nausea and think I may be having very light cramps but that could all be in my head so not putting much hope into any of it in case it's another BFN We'll see, think I'll first test at 16 dpiui like the nurse recommended if AF doesn't show up by then.
symptoms are always good but it's so hard to find anything that can pinpoint pregnancy vs period, i hate the female body in that sense ! I hope you're suitably distracted during the next week 
How is your 2ww going JJ ? When are you going to test ?
Kat you're amazing to hold out that long, I managed to hold till 12dpo and that's only cuz i was going to kick the progesterone and bring on next cycle
I think if I get something more pregnancy related like metallic taste (like I did during my chemical at around 14 dpo) then I might test before. But otherwise don't want to test before. Don't know how sensitive the HPTs in Denmark are anyway Unfortunately don't have FRERs here which really stinks. 
I'm currently trying to plan what I want to make so I buy exactly what I need. Once I get really good, I can make some as gifts for my MIL and DH's little brother's girlfriend. Although the girlfriend should be easy as she seems to prefer mostly black and either studs or very short dangly ones e.g. with only a heart or something like that. I hate not having proper distractions ! That's a funny day to get paid, here it's 25th (come oonnn money) making earrings sounds cool ! i just don't have my head in the right place for it now. I thought i had a MC on monday and went to the dr crying and he told me he'd give me 10days off, now he says he said no such thing and gave me 3days, so suddenly i'm back at work tomorrow when i have no focus levels, no idea what's going on with the pg and just feel let down
I had that metallic taste too with my chemical last month
I love making stuff too
I hate not being able to get FRER ! If i buy them in bulk off amazonuk it's not so bad, still makes out to be cheaper than buying the clear blue tests from the pharmacy !
). The course was really good and I learned how to make an "eye" which is used very often in making earrings and necklaces: 
What's up with that dr Is he also your GP? I have a horrible GP myself. He told us after 8 months of trying that he could already refer us but DH and I wanted to wait and when I contacted him a couple of months later, he said that he never said that and the rule is 12 months - this despite the fact DH heard him say it as well
I'm sorry yours is being such a jerk, arrogant GPs are the worst But maybe it's a good distraction for you to work and think of something else? Might be good but I understand, I'd be feeling the same way. Not counting last cycle (only did it because I knew the clinic would ask), I think I've only tested like 2 times. I've been looking at Ebay but they're a bit expensive, even if I look at ones from the UK (since you avoid customs by buying within the EU). If it wasn't for my crappy relationship with my siblings, I'd ask them to send me some since that'd be cheaper than ordering them. There was a lady on this forum that offered to send me some for free some months ago but she never did and I don't want to insist on it since she was doing it for free so I let it go. I haven't bothered to try the pharmacies, I think HPTs are expensive. The only ones I bought here are the Valmed ones (a pack of 2) since they're supposed to be good and aren't very expensive. But not sure how sensitive they are
