Stopping BCP to TTC***Updates & Progress/Noted Changes Since Stopping BCP***24BFPs***

[Wtbam]

I can still see them, more so on the first. .... but the tenp drop is worrying

 

[patienceiav]

OH JESUS you can't even see the lines on a PC ! looks 10x better on my phone

 

[jessica716]

I see lines patience, I'll be honest and haven't a clue about temps but I've keeping all my crossables crossed for you for a sticky bean xx

I had THE best sleep ever last night, kinda makes up for no sleep the night before. Had a upset tummy yesterday and felt a bit rotten so went bed at 9pm and slept through until 6.30am, didn't even wake for OHs alarm or when he got ready.
Feeling much better today, fx it stays that way. So nervous about next weeks scan.

 

[patienceiav]

Grr those images are embarassing compared to what I see in front of me got more tests to give it a go same time tonight as yesterday as long as the spotting stays as scant as it is, possible for IB at 12dpo ? It's very bizarre, i've never made it to 12dpo let alone 13 before becoming a new cycle so I got that going for me at least !

So great you finally got a good nights rest hope there are many more ! Are you off work now or still going ?

In other news I got the week off work from the Dr to rest my foot, only a week late but better than nothing and good timing, I don't think I could focus today

 

[jessica716]

Still been to work, even managed a cheeky hours overtime before picking little man up from nursery. That sleep must have done me some good.
I even rang up and upgraded my phone before work, very productive!

Thts good you've got a week off work, lots of time to poas haha

 

[mkyerby16]

Patience I still have my fx'd. No matter what happens though at least maybe your cycles are regulating and LP lengthening!

Ladies I have a tmi question... I'm not sure if I should count yesterday or today as cd1. Of course it's my withdrawl bleed and 1st cycle off the pill so its probably going to be off anyway. Yesterday I had cramps all day and brown streaks of cm when I wiped only. About 11pm I was headed to bed and got pink cm and a small red glob so I went ahead and put in a tampon. Went I woke up today and took the tampon out (gross sorry!) there was only brown blood on it and about an hour after being awake red AF finally came full force. Soo was yesterday cd1 or is today?

 

[patienceiav]

I always count cd1 as the day with red blood (or if the brown flow gets more than one of those "every day" liners can handle with each bathroom break people have different ideas but generally red blood or a "real" flow indicates CD1.

 

[jessica716]

My withdrawal bleed was only very slight and never was a proper flow so I counted it as cd1 from my first day of any kind of bleed as iv no idea what my normal period would have been like as was a bcp induced withdrawal.

Normally if af I would say bright red proper flow though

 

[Wtbam]

any update patience?

 

[patienceiav]

Just took tonight's test, bfn got red blood when I wiped so that's probably that!

 

[Wtbam]

oh no big hugs xxx

 

[ms_lola]

Sorry patience
If it's any consolation I think I'm out too. Tested with FMU this morning at 11dpo and clear bfn.

 

[CrazyCharlie2]

So sorry patience!

 

[patienceiav]

Looking at last nights test the dye had run on the control side and there was a fat line on the test line but i'm discounting it anyhoo since i had the same temp today, gushed some red blood when i went to the loo and todays was a real line-eye squinter so looks like that is that it may seem sadistic but i'm glad i had a chemical over nothing at all ! One more wrong to bring to the specialist in august

 

[twinkie2]

Massive hugs patience!! I think that there is something to be said about the chemicals, you are getting pregnant, just not staying that way. So we know oh's sperm is definitely getting to the egg!! That's half the battle there, so now to figure out how to get sticky!!

lola-11dpo is still early, you've got time dear, don't count yourself out just yet!

 

[DentDoc16]

Awe, I'm sorry to hear about that patience =( So you're sure it's a no go this month?

Last night I had like 3 separate dreams that I got a + test so I woke up and decided to POAS haha. I thought maybe it was a sign. But it was a BFN. Only 8 or 9DPO today though based on when I thought I ovulated (technically it could be even less DPO). Now I am out of tests and decided I am not buying a test until I am past the point where I should have my period.
Does anyone else ever have dreams like that?

 

[ms_lola]

So sorry patience. I can understand how you feel, and I don't think its sadistic at all. Sending lots of love to you!

Twinkie - I know I shouldn't count myself out just yet...I think I just have a feeling that I'm out. Maybe its mental damage control after the BFN lol...I'll test again if I don't get AF by Monday. I should be 16dpo by then! I'm just not going to hold my breath, and I think I'll give myself permission to have a drink tonight for our anniversary!
All my 'symptoms' have disappeared, I'm only getting cramps at night and if I stare at my boobs long enough they look bigger but according to my bra they're the same size as always

Dent - I can't remember what DPO it was but I was having so many BFP dreams! I think maybe it was just cos it was all I was thinking about before I went to sleep
I think waiting until AF is due is a good idea, I'm doing the same thing! Just hard to hold out til then

Hope you ladies are all doing well anyway!

 

[patienceiav]

Definitely over now my focus is on pumping up my lining in a real hurry, it was only 4mm the cycle after my last chemical so trying to find ways to help it

I didn't get any bfp till 11dpo and 10 really is the earliest most people see them, it feels like loads of people get bfp at 8dpo or so but the majority is around missed af, hold on a bit longer

 

[Wtbam]

I got my "squinter" at 12DPO, then a digital + at 13DPO

 

[patienceiav]

For you American FRER fans I just saw someone posting that on FR's website you can print off a 2 dollar discount voucher bargain !