Stopping BCP to TTC***Updates & Progress/Noted Changes Since Stopping BCP***24BFPs***

[patienceiav]

BFN this morning at least I should make it to the end of today without AF coming properly, then i'll have my first non chemical pg 12 day LP ! That's my best hope at the moment

 

[Wtbam]

Well your temp is looking good... so keep fingers crossed and keep poas. Are they definitely BFN's?

 

[patienceiav]

Unfortunately I've stared till I was cross-eyed spotting has started, had to take painkillers to stop thinking about the cramps it's the usual symptom disappearance s I face every time before af, I even dreamt about getting a 1-2 on a digi and throwing it away because when I checked it wasn't pregnant I'm seeing bfps every time I close my eyes!

 

[Wtbam]

That happens for real! When I used my digi and got 1-2 I was sooo excited and kept it. I looked at it two days later and my heart was in my mouth because the screen was blank!!! it took me a minute to realise that the battery had run out LOL

 

[patienceiav]

I did the same i still have all the + tests from my chemicals, a sad trophy that I was actually pregnant at some point wish I had them for this month, hoping willpower is enough to keep af at bay during today!

 

[twinkie2]

sending you some patience!

 

[patienceiav]

Thanks Twinkie, going a bit mad this cycle damnit I'm gonna poas when I get home! worst case I'm rid of these evap nightmare tests quicker

 

[twinkie2]

mykerby! Don't forget to drop into the July thread to announce your wonderful news!!! I don't want to spoil the news for you by adding you to that list of bfp's before you announce it

 

[mkyerby16]

Oh yeah thanks Twinkie! I'll do that now. I think I let that one slip I couldn't keep up

Idk what's up with this whole I'm exhausted but I'm going to toss and turn and get hot then cold and wake up every hour at least thing, but it's not working for me!

 

[twinkie2]

Oh hun, my first week to 10 days (including a few before my bfp) sleep was awful, but it has gotten much better now. Now my only problem is having to pee throughout the night!

 

[cdex67]

Well 12dpo today, haven't tested today and don't know if I want to. I'm not discouraged yet, but being CD35 I'm ready to get this cycle over with. No signs of AF but no real signs of anything else either.

 

[mkyerby16]

Guys I could use some love and prayers right now. My Grandma has been having some health issues and needed surgery to amputate her leg (diabetic complications) but as she is paralyzed on that side already of course we have been worried but thought she'd be okay. (She's bedridden in a nursing home but with it 100% mentally). Well my mom just called to tell me the Dr. came in and said her organs are shutting down and they don't think there's anything they can do.

DH and I have been soo excited to tell her she's going to be a great-grandma for the 1st time. We were waiting to tell my mom on her bday (31st) first and the rest of the family later. And make the hour trip to tell my Grandma probably the first week of August or so when I'd be about 7 weeks. Well now its looking like I don't have but maybe a week if even left for her and I don't know what to do. I know everything happens for a reason, but we just weren't expecting this.

 

[patienceiav]

Aww sorry to hear that you should definitely get up there to tell her, you'll regret it if she passes before you can tell her it may be early but hopefully you can swear her to secrecy so you don't have to announce it to the whole family

 

[patienceiav]

Cdex are you certain of your ov date or were you taking it easy this month? I normally ov round cd23 so not nearly like normal 28 day cycles

 

[twinkie2]

mkyerby-I second what patience said, if you can tell her, I think she would love to hear the news, just try to steal a moment with just you and her if possible. I am so sorry you have to deal with this. I am very excited to tell my grandma as she is the only grandparent left between DH and I, I can't even begin to imagine the idea of not having her know! to you, I am so very sorry for you and your family right now, I know this isn't going to be an easy time for you.

 

[mkyerby16]

Thanks guys, it really helps to have someone to talk to and I really appreciate your support! DH is terrified I'll stress too much and cause myself to misscarry, so I'm doing my best to stay calm. I agree that I would regret not getting to tell her, but its going to be very difficult to tell just her. We may have to tell everyone. I would just hate to tell everyone then sosomething go wrong and add to the sadness. My mom is really leaning on me right now and I feel like it could give her happy news but it could add to her stress and I know she wouldn't feel like she could lean on me as much. Good news is that another Dr. came in and acted baffled that the 1st dr jumped to such dramatic conclusions. He said her kidneys are shutting down but they were getting a urologist to come in and although she's not good right now we're not quite at the end just yet. So for now I'm just playing it by ear and hoping for the best but preparing for the worst. Its just such crappy timing, this is supposed to be a happy time!

 

[patienceiav]

Time for bed on af due date, blaring bfn am and pm, spotting lightly but nauseus as hell and sore boobs, probably just delaying the inevitable but one can always hope

 

[cdex67]

Cdex are you certain of your ov date or were you taking it easy this month? I normally ov round cd23 so not nearly like normal 28 day cycles

Patience, I had a +opk on CD23 but not even completely sure I ov'd.

 

[CrazyCharlie2]

So sorry to hear this MyKerby!!! You and your family are in our prayers!

 

[patienceiav]

Looks like it's time for me to step away from BnB for a while, over the past year I've lost all my ttc buddies to their bfps, just don't think I can handle it any more

Good luck to all of you