Hey ladies! Sorry it took me so long to reply. I was out of town for a wedding with no service. I love the idea that my connection to a donor egg would be from carrying, nurturing, birthing the baby. I guess i overlook some of those beautiful things and just felt like it would be my husband's baby and not mine. Definitely not true.
I have my beta tomorrow for fet and just wish I could skip it. I know it didn't work, and have known it for almost a week. Can we NOT throw salt in that wound w a call from a nurse saying "oh I'm sorry, I really thought this would be it" Ugh.
I am handling this failure sooooo much better than my 3 fresh cycles, though... And I really attribute that to the small dose of antidepressants I have been on. (safe in early pregnancy). I wish I would have gotten on them so much sooner. No shame!