1 dpo- nothing
2 dpo- nothing
3 dpo- weird dreams, mild cramping, slightly bloated, tired, irritable, boobs look a bit swollen
4 dpo- weird dreams, very bloated, lots of cramping, moody, definitely swollen boobs, noticed super tender cervix during intercourse, tired
5 dpo- mild cramping, slightly nauseated (but possibly just from anxiety), still bloated, swollen boobs, irritable, feeling like this is all probably just post-ovulation/PMS :-/, constipation
6 dpo- weird, vivid dreams, dull/achy cramping, full, stretchy feeling in lower belly that could be post-O or just from large meal last night :-/, very bloated, swollen boobs... almost up a whole cup size, lethargic, stuffy nose, drainage in throat, feel almost like I'm getting the flu (really hope not)
7dpo- weird, vivid dreams, dull/achy cramping, very bloated, swollen boobs... almost up a whole cup size, stuffy nose
8dpo- weird dreams last night again, sharp cramping in middle of lower abdomen for about 30 seconds- has happened 5-10 times throughout the day at random intervals, closer together tonight. Bloated, fuzzy headed/stuffy, bloated, swollen boobs, will be SO disappointed if this ends in a BFN, because I'm feeling like this might be our month
9dpo-
I know it's still so early, and it wasn't an early response test, either. I just couldn't fight the urge. Will wait it out, but I'm so tired of seeing negatives everywhere. Negative O strips, negative pregnancy tests... it seems like every test I ever take is negative... even this cycle when O was confirmed by u/s and later P4 levels, the Clearblue ovulation monitor was never positive taking it mornings and evenings! Still bloated with swollen, slightly achy boobs. More short stabbing cramps throughout the day around uterus. Desperately hoping that these 8 & 9 dpo cramps are implantation-related.
10dpo- Had a super weird, vivid dream last night, but then woke up feeling like all symptoms have disappeared except for huge boobs and a tiny bit of bloating (that could also be from emotional overindulging lately...), the only other thing I have is sharp cramping when I need to pee... like even shortly after one drink, but I think that's from a separate bladder issue. Trying not to give up hope, though! ... Well, I spoke too soon, those sharp cramps are back, more frequent and worse than ever.
11dpo- none of those sharp cramps around uterus today; think I might have an ovarian cyst on the right side, though... ugh. My boobs have also gotten super weird: swollen and very firm-feeling. They're kind of sore occasionally, but I haven't noticed any darkening areolas or veins or anything. Have heard from several people that they get something similar 2-3 days before their periods, so feeling sad. Maybe I am really out this month (also very emotional, thinking possibly PMS starting up for real :-/).
12dpo- feeling almost certain that AF is going to arrive and be horrible. Complete b*tch today. Mildly crampy, swollen and kind of sore boobs. Oh, forgot to add I did have another very vivid, strange dream last night, though.
13dpo- I need these really vivid dreams to end! They're throwing me off, because usually I only get them with higher levels of progesterone. Keep have dull cramping and running to the bathroom thinking AF has already arrived. Slightly bloated with still very swollen, firm-feeling boobs. I guess tomorrow (possibly the next, I think I o'ed on a Monday night) is judgment day? Edit: I was a complete basket case today, sometimes angry and snappish and others very sensitive to everything and crying.
14dpo- Another weird dream last night. Woke up last night with AWFUL cramps. Went to the bathroom this morning 99% sure I would see blood. Nothing yet. Still bloated, huge boobs, nipples seem slightly more sensitive. Yesterday and today have noticed what seems like a bit of watery CM. Determined not to test until 17dpo if AF doesn't arrive (which it probably will...). Boobs hurt like heck, sharp, stabby cramps, just wanting AF to arrive already so that I can get the crying over with this cycle and move on (still a basket case!).
15dpo- all symptoms from yesterday continuing, except for once I didn't have a weird dream, boobs are a bit less sore, and I'm a bit more nauseated (but I think that's from anxiety). For the past 3 nights all symptoms have gotten MUCH worse at night, especially the cramping. I keep thinking AF has started already. It's driving me nuts! No blood/spotting yet... pretty much expecting AF to arrive with a sudden vengeance today :-/