Team 2012 Bundle of Joy - Dragons in the Making!

[Rachael1981]

Woohoo Emma!

Danielle, yes, I think you should pursue the fact with your PCT. I think what has happened to you is why GP's aren't meant to prescribe clomid

Becca, 2 cycles is definitely better than one!

Well this morning I feel like rubbish because of my cold! Going to have yet another lazy day I think

 

[Feisty Fidget]

Emma Yay

Seriously I HATE my body right now I always get lots of CM after ovulation and although this cycle it seems slightly creamier I have been putting it down to the fact that I stopped taking EPO and Starflower oil about 5 weeks ago. Well just went to the loo and lo and behold I have the minutest bits of old blood mixed in with my CM. There was only two bits, one was about the size of a full stop . okay maybe a full stop in font size 14 and the larger one was about the sixth of an apple seed. Now I know that it is left over blood from my butcher smear earlier this cycle but it has raised the dreaded hope

Why oh why did I check????? Why did I put on my boy pants that are white on the inside this morning????? Why don't I learn that hope = disappointment????

 

[Rachael1981]

 

[Feisty Fidget]

Just spent 2 hours watching the lovely bones and crying my eyes out. I read the book about 6 years ago so was crying from the begining because I knew what was going to happen Do feel slightly better though.

PCT called a few hours ago, apparently the complaints manager is out until next week so it won't be sorted until then Probably for the best as the is due Friday so by next week I should be very angry and very hormonal

 

[pink80]

Hopefully you'll be happy and hormonal instead

I haven't seen the film or read the book - although I keep meaning to!! Not sure I could cope with all that blubbering at the moment though

 

[Feisty Fidget]

Nice thought Emma but CM has dried up now so probably not

I find blubbing helps me feel unburdened even if it isn't crying over the actual thing that is upsetting me if you know what I mean

 

[Rachael1981]

A good blub always helps. I nearly had a meltdown because OH ate the last srawberry mini milk and I was saving it for after tea. I then sent him out to get more, and he came back with plain vanilla milk lollies, not a strawberry one in sight

 

[Feisty Fidget]

Send him back out

 

[pink80]

Send them my way the vanilla ones are my favourite

 

[Rachael1981]

I can't now, he had a shower before tea and by the time he's dressed Iceland will be closed

I like the vanilla ones, but I was really looking forward to the strawberry one

 

[Feisty Fidget]

I enjoyed aero chocolate orange for my pud, yum!

 

[Rachael1981]

I made homemade rice pudding and had it with raisins mixed in

 

[Feisty Fidget]

You win!

 

[Rachael1981]

It was free on Slimming World too

Well the raisins were about 2 syns, but the rice pudding itself was free

 

[Feisty Fidget]

Now that is what I call a result!

I can tell this is going to be a pretty bad I have had major cramping and back ache this evening and I am not even due until Friday I think regardless of what happens with my fertility referral I am going to have to per-sue the possibility of endometriosis

 

[Rachael1981]

Might be an idea. When I mentioned yesterday to the doctor that my AF was getting heavier and more painful I was told it's sod's law

 

[Feisty Fidget]

I think our GPs were taught their bed-side manner at the same place Complete arses the lot of them

Okay I will admit it, I am a teeny bit hopeful after todays events that perhaps this is our month. Logic has gone out the window and although I have been through this many cycles before and it has been I guess I don't learn

 

[alaricsmom]

Okay I will admit it, I am a teeny bit hopeful after todays events that perhaps this is our month. Logic has gone out the window and although I have been through this many cycles before and it has been I guess I don't learn

I hope this is something. I'll be hopeful with you.

 

[Feisty Fidget]

Out Cycle was shorter by a good three days this month and I must have ovulated at CD15 which is also a lot earlier then usual.

Why, oh why don't I learn

I guess I should be taking comfort in the fact that I can now try and get my body as healthy as possible before pregnancy and hopefully get into some kind of exercise routine. Bring on the PCT next week

 

[Rachael1981]

Edit: Didn't see your above post. I'm sorry hun give the PCT what for next week!