Hello again team curvy bumps.
I have decided to try a couple of months where I chart and take supplements at certain times. I'm just so sick of seeing people with bumps walk by or hearing people winge cause they've been trying 3 months or a year and I've been trying over 4! COMPLETELY sick of it! Or, people who have been trying for less time than me suddenly getting pregnant!
One of my friends that has a 1 year old was moaning about "how tough her pregnancy was on her" - no it wasn't! She was referring to throwing up now and then, having a back ache and not being able to sleep! Woopti-sodding-do! I'd throw up every day, have a back ache and never sleep again if it meant I could have a child! Stupid cow! She's always whining about something like that - he's crying, he won't eat this or that, I'm tired... Boo-hoo(!) I'm not saying she doesn't have some kind of right to those opinions, but for the love of god, find someone other than me to b*tch to about it!
And I think the thing that really gets my goat is that the doctor and the OB/GYN both said losing weight would tremendously help... well I had an operation that nearly killed me, have had to put my life on hold a year and a half to recover from it and have lost 12 stone in that time and for what - another month of hoping just to have that damned

show up, which I might add is another insult. If I don't ovulate, why the hell should I have to put up with the

?!
ARGH! Anyway! (Sorry, I am in a rant mood - been noticing bumps/ unfit parents and/ or being moaned at about other people's children a lot recently).
My plan for this month, supposing I ovulate by some miracle (any comments or advice welcome):
- Daily BBT charting as well as CM and saliva microscope readings.
- Daily Pregnacare Conception supplement
- Daily baby aspirin tablet
- 3 x daily Calcichew D3 Forte (not for TTC, I have to take this anyway)
- CD3-5 - Soy Isoflavones
- 2 teaspoons 2x a day until ovulation of Royal Jelly with pollen in honey
- 2 tablets evening primrose oil (2000mg) until ovulation
- Soft caps worn around ovulation
This not only going to be a soy cycle... I have been reading a lot of new things to try and aid TTC (such as the royal jelly), so this will also be an egg white cycle. I know some people will probably vom all over their keyboard at the thought of using real egg white from eggs to help conception but I am at the point where I WILL try anything!
I have read so many different views. No, it doesn't work... yes, i'm sure thats the reason we finally got pregnant... that's disgusting... why is it disgusting, there are worse things in some supplements and creams... you'll get an infection... no you wont, dont crack the egg until at room temp then separate into a sterilised container and use straight away...
blah blah blah - I think everyone just needs to make up their own minds about it. I read that it is very similar to egg-white cervical mucus and for those who dont produce it (like me), or very little, you can use it as a substitute to make you sperm friendly. So I have a sterilised pack of syringes here, ready (sorry if tmi) - Also planning to use soft cups (those cups you wear over your cervix - to hold the sperm at the cervical opening).
I know about pre-seed lube but unless they are willing to give me a free sample to try, im not paying that much when I can try egg whites first. ps, I've asked in a few places including the company themselves and cant seem to get a hold of any samples.
It'll only be used before we BD, and then I will on my back with pillows under my bum for at least 30 mins (assuming I don't go to sleep).
So... hope everyone is well.

to us all