Things I cannot say out loud....

[BrokenfoREVer]

Oh fergie. Big big Hun. I agree with lettuce, some things are meant to be. I hope you're okay thought. We're all here for you

 

[Lettuce]

I have gossip from work. It's of no interest to you guys but I need to write it down cos I'm in shock!
One of the girls from work is really not nice, she's rude, opinionated and has spilt the department in half. She literally cannot be nice if she tiried.
Anyway. She's getting married on sat, loads from work were going and she came in today and had to tell everyone it was off!!
She was apparently sitting last night with him and his mobile went off, he answered it and she could overhear some girl shouting "if you won't tell her, I will!" turns out while he's been away working on the rigs he's been with a girl he works with! I dunno if it was a long term affair or anything, but she's called it off and told everyone.
Now, I don't like her, but my god, you wouldn't wish that on anyone! And I'm glad she's had the guts to tell him to shove it. I dunno what I would have done in her place, 5 days before my wedding!
But she'll lose so much money, and the honeymoon, etc.
Looks like the karma bus ran her over!

 

[Natsku]

Oh wow, thats a horrible thing to happen even to a bitch!

AF arrived, phew.

 

[BrokenfoREVer]

Wow that's awful. But unfortunatly that's karma.

Phew Nats. Are you happier now? Maybe birth control now lol.

Self... You are a moron & now your foot hurts. In fact your just a klutz.

Self again... Please get pregnant this month. I so want another baby! I want to get all this nappies and screaming bit over at the same time. It doesn't help I keep feeling phantom kicks. I want another baby damnit

OH you do snore! I heard you last night. Cute snoring though, like a kid.

Me again. Phone bloody cafcass! And physio! & liz! Stop procrastinating!

 

[Ozzieshunni]

Fergie: and at your mom! My mom would sooooooooo do that! She's an RN and an X-Ray tech.

Lettuce: Yes, it's sad, but well.....karma is a bitch

Nats: Glad AF came!

Broken: Hope you are pregnant! Fx'd and

As for me.......

DH: Thank you for starting to be nicer to me. I really want our spark back

AF I HATE YOU! I want to be pregnant

 

[BrokenfoREVer]

Ozzie.

Maybe we'll get pregnant together haha.

 

[BrokenfoREVer]

Also...thank you for taking Josh to the shop with you OH. This 15 mins of peace means more to me than you will ever know. I proper love you mr!

 

[Ozzieshunni]

Ooooo! Maybe we'll be bump buddies

 

[Emmy1987]

Person at work - 11 days in a row at work is bad. Yes your shifts are longer than mine but when I finish I have to pack up everything into my car and drive an hour to get home before having to deal with a grumpy toddler. You do 3 long days then get 4 days off relaxing and being the teenager you are.

Baby girl - please stop clinging on to me tighter as each day goes past when I leave you, it's hard enough as it is to leave you for so long without you crying. Mummy's sorry her nasty boss wouldn't get extra cover

 

[BrokenfoREVer]

Maybe

Body needs to get with the program though. I don't understand, I concieved Josh so quickly!

 

[Fergie]

I have calmed down a bit today . @Lettuce, i have chronic pancreatitis https://www.nhs.uk/conditions/Pancreatitis-chronic/Pages/Introduction.aspx. My condition was caused by an infection when i was pregnant with Zara, basically my liver failed, lungs were filling with fluid and my heart wasn't coping and i had to deliver her at 26weeks.
With Boo i was well watched, but because my condition has deteriorated (they have found signs of calcification on the tail of the pancreas) it increases the likelyhood that i'll have an attack while pregnant.
On the positive though, i control my condition extremely well. So well infact i only see my consultant once a year and rely on very few pain meds, i just have my hot water bottle clamped to my side permanently .
We'll just have to wait and see what's gonna happen next.

Hugs to all and thanks for listening to my waffling

 

[Lettuce]

I'm sorry, I'm so nosey! that sounds so painful. I hope you are reassured further by your consultant. Of course you were in shock, its a difficult situation.

 

[Fergie]

My consultants jnr phoned me today. She was really nice and put things into perspective for me. It's full steam ahead now . I think the OH is in need of a large bottle of vodka though. He's really worried about it all and i don't think he'll calm down till bubs is here. Mind you he was the same with Boo too .

After all the worry and that i'm still sitting here with a huge grin on my face . I was told i've never have kids (i have endometriosis) and now this is number 3 .

I love you all ladies, you's have been my ear to bend before i could tell anyone else xx

 

[BrokenfoREVer]

I guess some congratulations are in order then Fergie

 

[rainbowbaby2]

Congratulations Fergie x hope you have a happy smooth sailing 9months xx

 

[Ozzieshunni]

Thinking of you, Fergie and I have everything crossed for a happy healthy pregnancy.

Broken, it's cause you weren't thinking about it the first time

 

[BrokenfoREVer]

We were trying the first time round too. Ehh I dunno. It'll happen whenever. Til then, I'll just relax & enjoy the oodles of

 

[Natsku]

Well then congrats Fergie, hope it all goes smoothly and healthily.

Thank you lovely BF for going to the shops now to get me food and tampons

 

[Lettuce]

Congratulations fergie!

And to broken and ozzie, tho expect me to be pea green with envy when you get your

 

[rainbowbaby2]

Am i wrong to be pissed that despite me asking politely several times ( to be shouted and balled at) that yet again my neighbours half wit sons have left the side gate open... the very one that keeps my son safe from the road... is it to much to ask to slide the bolt across it?