Things I cannot say out loud....

[Lauki]

So sorry for your loss Bartness .

Hubby - You know sometimes it would be nice if you'd at least pretend you care how I feel! You know I get banging headaches if we leave the bedroom window closed and still you close it without telling me! No wonder I've had a headache since Monday night!
And don't tell me to sleep somewhere else! If you're cold, put on pj's or get yourself an extra blanket! You're being mean and insensitive.
Also, you never not once ask me if I'm feeling okay. You know I'm feeling very sick and that Sophie is not sleeping. Yet I ask you in the morning if you sleep alright, but you couldn't care less about how I am. I know it's petty, but it hurts my feelings that you've never once asked if I'm okay whenever I'm feeling poorly, not once since we met.

 

[Lettuce]

Oh lauki, how are you feeling hun? Is it ok to tell you I'm super jealous? Xx

 

[Natsku]

Lauki

 

[Lauki]

I know how you feel Lettuce! For months I've been jealous of everyone falling pregnant!

I think hubby finds it really hard to get excited about a new baby. He says he's happy, but he's scared we can't manage two. Sophies sleep has gone all horrible again and I think that frightens him a bit!

I just keep trying to tell him that we'll manage one way or another. But you know men!

 

[BrokenfoREVer]

Lauki.

Loki, PLEASE come home! I'm sorry I wanted to get rid of you & Jessie. I'm so worried you've been hurt. It was so cold & raining last night.

Please come back safe to me little kitty.

 

[Lauki]

Oh no it's aweful when you lose pets ! Hope you find your kitty soon!

 

[Emmy1987]

6th cycle of TTC and damn witch got me again.

AAAAAARGH.

Probably a good thing since I only just started my new job but mehhhh *throws tantrum*

I hope your kitty comes back

Builders - it's been months. Finish the house already!!!!!!

 

[Dragonfly]

I will never get over the fact my dog died in my hall way on her own while we where in another room . She should not have went on her own.

 

[BrokenfoREVer]

Oh Dragonfly I'm so sorry!

She will be waiting for you at the rainbow bridge now. Healthy and safe.

Loki please come home baby. I'm going fucking demented now! I've spent all day in tears. It's so cold outside & raining.

Please let someone have found her and took her in. Pleas don't let my little furbaby be out alone in the cold

 

[Dragonfly]

I have a new affirmation in my life, just a modified one. I do not explain myself to any one any more or justify what I do. My life, my decisions and life's to short and it has enough hassle without adding more to it. Any one questioning me *and that's always negative people* will be told where to go. I am through even expecting to be accepted. My life and what I say goes in it.

 

[luci and bump]

Bartness- I'm glad you got there in time to say goodbye

Dragonfly- Don't blame yourself, you couldn't have seen it coming

Housemate- I have been away for a week. Your daughter visits for 2 days a week, and has been toilet trained for about 3 weeks now, with only one accident in that time. So please explain to me how I spent the first 15 minutes of my return, picking up piss filled nappies from around our house?!?! It's disgusting! Especially as at least 2 of them have been on our bathroom floor since last week!!!

OH- Next time you nag me about being untidy, I am going to punch you square in your face. I may be untidy, but I am not dirty. If you need to moan at an untidy fucker, they're in the bedroom next to ours! The sink is full of their dirty dishes, and the rest of the house is full of their shit! I've had to throw countless things away because they leave half empty coffee mugs everywhere, and the coffee gets spilt and stains things! I'm so sick of it!! Even the days we arrange as a house to have a huge clean, they stay in bed and we end up doing it all! I know sharing a house means we can afford a nicer, bigger house, but I am fed up of living in other peoples mess!!

 

[Dragonfly]

And now someone stole 15 of my images and stuck them on a free site for all to download...fml

 

[Natsku]

Maria - well done for getting through the night without any bottles, you did great!!

 

[luci and bump]

OH- We're going to Italy for 2 months, to spend time together as a family, just the three of us. So why the hell have you invited your parents and youngest sister over for a whole week?! Without even asking me!!!
Then, when I have finally calmed down over that, I find out that you've invited your other sister over for a week!! So not impressed with you right now!
How dare you imply you asked me before you asked your sister! You forget, your sister and I chat fairly often. How do you think it felt to find out from your sister that she was going to be coming out!!!
You absolute wanker!!!

 

[Ozzieshunni]

Luci, that's totally not on!

 

[luci and bump]

I don't even think I want to go anymore! The thought of driving to Italy, with a 8 month old baby doesn't exactly fill me with joy! I've never driven in Europe before, and it scares me.
Plus, we're going to be there for 8 weeks. 8 weeks with just you and LO. No TV, no internet, and no real knowledge of italian. It's too long!
As it is, it means I can't go back to the one thing I loved doing, because no cheerleading squad will take someone who will miss 8 weeks of training in a row, and who will miss at least one national comp!

 

[BrokenfoREVer]

Luci thats just shit.

OH,

I love you. So much. But I'm really starting to get frustrated with the way you are playing the best of both worlds.

You go on & on about how proud you are of being Josh's dad & you view him as your own son etc etc etc. And you are brilliant with him. You are a wonderful dad to him.

But its really starting to piss me off that you think parenting is a part time job. Yes you don't live here yet, but this "oh I wanna be at home so I can chill with my ps3" bullshit is really really starting to piss me off.

You know how hard I found friday, with Loki missing, and Josh teething etc, but you still ran off home after work to play your new game instead of coming over & helping me. I was in fucking bits, but nooooo... new game! And ignoring me all afternoon while you were playing the fucking thing was really really frustrating. If it hadn't been for you going on the pc while you watched the tv I doubt I'd have heard from you all day.

If you want to be a parent to Josh, then man up and be one. If you don't, then go away.

It annoys me you go out & do what you want & I have to ask you to look after Josh while I go out.

& yes I'm just being a jealous bitch, again. But its frustrating! One or the other! Not best of both, thats not how this works.

OHs brother... don't bother speaking to me again, ever! You ran off and told your mommy about a msg I sent to you for a JOKE! Are you turning 25 or 5 in a couple of weeks!?

Oh... OH again... don't keep secrets, I will find out. And don't lie either. You let me be talked about & thought badly of when you were sat beside me laughing your ass off when I sent that msg. I bet you didn't tell mommy that did you!

 

[Emmy1987]

Grrr why is it never me?!

Why do my family look down on me for the way I dealt with things? How did you expect me to react? STOP thinking you're the reason I'm not locked up in an asylum. That is thanks to a wonderful lady who spent hours with me helping me deal with my shit when you just criticised me and kicked me out for being depressed.

 

[StarlitHome]

I just want to be pregnant. Please let us have caught the egg! *crosses fingers*

 

[Natsku]

Maria please drink. This refusing to drink thing is getting worrying