Sweapa, I am so sorry that you feel this way, and thank you for being honest, I really do know it must be hard, I try not to come on here and just share good news b/c I dont want to hurt some of you in here. But I also don't only want to come back to this thread when bad things are happening. I think that we should share our happy moments and our sad moments with each other. I also feel that we got closer to one another in TTC than in pregnancy. I will honestly say I feel like I know you ladies and haven't felt that way in my August Mummies thread. I think part of it is that when we are TTC it is kind of obsessive, and I felt like I lived on this website, and there was so much more to ask advice about, and plus we couldn't talk to our friends in person about it, and I really needed that outlet and people going through what I was going through, so I was on here more, and developed close relationships. I know the previous 2 months before my BFP, I got really close to 2 girls and when they got their BFP they just left and I felt like they kinda hung me out to dry. I was SO happy for them, but felt left behind. So i have worked my booty off trying to stay up with you girls b/c I didn't want to be that way. I didn't want people to think, "well kylarsmom got her bfp and forgot about us" so it kinda hurts me that i've tried to stay with you guys despite my extreme morning sickness and hectic life, and now you consider not wanting us here. =( I really do understand that it hurts you but if you look at the front list (which i need to add you sweapa, sorry!!) there are more TTC'ers than BFP's. But I do not want to add hurt to anyone's life, so will gladly leave if it is hurting anyone by my being here, it just kinda hurts me that even when I wanted to throw up everyday, I'd try my hardest to check this thread and on you ladies and now this...