Thanks Becktoria. Trying to be reasonable about it but I don't bloody well feel like being reasonable to be honest! I want to shout in a big loud voice IT'S NOT FAIR! But I don't like making a fuss so I keep quiet obviously.
It must be even worse for you with your sister being so close to her due date. Your husband probably just doesn't know what to do for you hon, I'm sure he's not fed up with you. I don't talk about it in much depth with mine anymore, I mention if I have a bad day or something upsets me, but that's it, I don't know how to handle his grief and I don't want to put mine on him. So we try and look ahead as much as we can because looking back's too painful.
Sorry, that was a bit rambly and didn't make a lot of sense! I hope your bleeding stops soon anyway, I know I was so relieved when mine did, it's one less reminder of what's happened I guess.
I'm due to test when my appointment comes so I'm crossing everything I can go knowing I'm pregnant but somehow I know I can't get that lucky, since the universe seems to have it in for me lately.
Big hugs to Angela & mhazzab. Angela I really hope the funeral went as well as possible for you and that you are being kind to yourself today, I know I dreaded G's funeral so much and the day was just another torture to get through. But we get through it somehow. God knows how.
You are always welcome here to cry, rant, whatever to us, we all know your pain hon. And if you do start trying again we're right here for that too, it's a scary & stressful thing this time around I'll admit but so much easier for having others to share it all with.
I've written bloody loads now, I'll shut up! xxx