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[puma1986]

Boo negative test! Negative for me too with fmu (I'm 11 dpo).

I need to decide if I'm going to drink tonight :/ not spotting yet, and I usually do the day before. But something like 80 of women have a positive test by now. And I've got like no symptoms.

Are you 9 or 10 dpo?

I would have a drink or two but not get drunk in your shoes. Have fun, but responsibly

According to FF I am 9 DPO but there's a chance I could be 10DPO, too. If I wake up tomorrow and my temp hasn't dropped or or goes up higher or will probably suspect something is up (although it seems something is up every cycle). I never go above 98.3 and thats where I am been hanging out the past two days.

 

[puma1986]

Did you end up going and and drinking last night?!? I'm freaking out. I ended up purchasing the 30 day VIP membership just to see what FF said. I can't find any other charts like mine! It's driving me crazy. I'm feeling tons of tugging and pulling and pinching. I've felt this too before though. I took a test tonight, I'm fairly sure it was negative. I kept thinking I saw a shadowing but I think it was my eyes crossing trying to find a line that wasn't there lol. I have loads of homework tonight otherwise I'd go up to riteaid and get a FRER. Gahhhhh. I know, I know. It will likely end up being nothing but my temps look so freaking good this cycle.

 

[BelleNuit]

Checking in every now and then.

Puma, I really hope this is it for you!! I hope the next time I check back that both you and Green have got your bfps!

 

[puma1986]

Checking in every now and then.

Puma, I really hope this is it for you!! I hope the next time I check back that both you and Green have got your bfps!

Ummm.. Excuse me Missy! But I am hoping that one of these days when you pop in (and you are dearly missed) that you have your BFP, too! And thanks love. I'll know for sure either way in a few days

 

[BelleNuit]

Well your chart is looking incredible! So I'm here rooting for you!

I'm hoping I'll get a bfp too, but I've really been enjoying focusing on other things for awhile. It's been good for me. Not temping has been good for me too. I'm just going to take it easy on myself for the next while, and having no expectations fits in with that plan.

 

[puma1986]

Well your chart is looking incredible! So I'm here rooting for you!

I'm hoping I'll get a bfp too, but I've really been enjoying focusing on other things for awhile. It's been good for me. Not temping has been good for me too. I'm just going to take it easy on myself for the next while, and having no expectations fits in with that plan.

I get it. Totally. The selfish side of me would like to con you into hanging around more but having a healthy mind is key is making babies! I support your temporary leave of absence while you take time to focus on other things and will look forward to you swinging in every now and again. Also thank you! The temps could totally be a fluke. It's really hard to say!

 

[greenarcher]

Ah! This sucks, NEITHER of us have an answer! I took a test Thursday, Friday, AND Saturday, and all were negative. I was due to start yesterday. I still haven't even spotted yet. I haven't had a chance to test today, loooong drive home from the wedding. I'm going to test first thing tomorrow morning. I'm thinking about buying an CB EPT. No symptoms really, other than I'm really dizzy.

I can't believe no answer yet puma! your temps are lovely!

Belle - great to hear from you! I'm glad not temping is helping so much! Please keep popping in and know we're all rooting for you!

 

[puma1986]

I had a significant temp drop today. I've had nothing but BFNs I'm due to start today or tomorrow. My husband isn't willing to ttc again until we find out if I have an autoimmune disease. I'm literally in shambles. It'll probably be at least a year with all the testing that's involved.

 

[greenarcher]

I'm so sorry Puma. I really hope you get good news after all the testing. Better yet, I hope you still get a bfp this month!

I tested negative AGAIN this morning. 15 DPO, officially 2 days late. No spotting or any other sign of AF.

 

[Roschey]

Belle and Green!! I was in a May Testers thread with you! I had gotten my BFP then, but sadly lost my baby girl at 10 weeks. This is my first cycle since my D&C and doc said we can try again! I'm sure I'm ovulating now and have been using preseed the past few nights. I've had a bit of a temp spike and have been feeling ovulation pain (on both sides!) all day! I'm CD 14 and will have a really hard time making it through another TWW!! Nice to see you both again!

 

[greenarcher]

I'm so sorry to hear about your MC

But it's great to see you again! FX for you this month!

 

[Bella12]

Hey ladies! I'm just poppin in to say hello. I think about you ladies often and hope you get your bfp soon. I'm back to work and haven't been on in a while.

Puma- after having my son, I was told I have crohn's which is an autoimmune disorder. I had terrible digestive issues. When I tried to conceive I went through a few mc because I probably wasn't healthy enough. After taking probiotics and serrapeptase for scar tissue, I conceived. I hope your other half will support you should you want to continue to try. A miracle could be around the corner.

Green I'm crossing my fingers for a BFP.
RosChey I'm sorry to hear of your mc. That is usually when I miscarry. I wish you the best luck. I believe it is easier to conceive after a mc.

Best wishes ladies. Crossing my fingers for you all.

 

[greenarcher]

Puma, any update lovely? I see you spotted yesterday :/ I hope that's not AF coming.

Hang in there love.

 

[puma1986]

It was totally AF she hit hard today. I mean, sorry for the TMI but the flow is so heavy that I can barely control it. I've never had a cycle begin like this and I've been cramping for two days straight. I never cramp past the 2 hours prior to it showing up. My body is crazy. DH wants to get Infertility testing done. And he said we will make decisions from there. So. A little light a suppose

How about you?

 

[puma1986]

Hey ladies! I'm just poppin in to say hello. I think about you ladies often and hope you get your bfp soon. I'm back to work and haven't been on in a while.

Puma- after having my son, I was told I have crohn's which is an autoimmune disorder. I had terrible digestive issues. When I tried to conceive I went through a few mc because I probably wasn't healthy enough. After taking probiotics and serrapeptase for scar tissue, I conceived. I hope your other half will support you should you want to continue to try. A miracle could be around the corner.

Green I'm crossing my fingers for a BFP.
RosChey I'm sorry to hear of your mc. That is usually when I miscarry. I wish you the best luck. I believe it is easier to conceive after a mc.

Best wishes ladies. Crossing my fingers for you all.

Hey lady! My DH has the opposite end of Crohns! Ulcerative Colitis We are going to have some infertility testing done to see if we can even conceive and then we are going to examine the probabilities of passing down something if it does seem plausible that I also have an autoimmune disorder.

So we shall see ladies! I'm not leaving this thread though and will be just as active as ever

 

[puma1986]

I just read that the type of heavy bleeding I experienced could mean a miscarriage. FML man. The temps and everything I experienced would indicate this being the case. I seriously hate my body and the fact that it is attacking itself I don't think I'm going to temp or anything this cycle.

 

[greenarcher]

Damn I'm so sorry, love. Don't blame your body if it was a MC though. Much more likely to have been chromosomal abnormalities. That's great news that he wants to get testing done instead of outright just saying, no more.

I'm still in limbo land. Yesterday I did an OPK and a HPT, and both were negative. I'm going to start doing daily OPKs until something happens. Debating starting temping up again. I just want my body to go back to normal.

 

[BelleNuit]

Puma I'm so freaking sorry to hear AF arrived... Stupid B!*&# !!!!!

I've taken up boxing to deal with my infertility frustration LOL

Green, I have high hopes for you considering how long your LP has been!

I'm definitely in the TWW, but haven't been tracking, don't know what dpo I am and don't want to know. Not tracking is doing wonders for my mental health.

Love you ladies and think about you often!!

 

[greenarcher]

Omg boxing sounds amazing!! I am jealous! Not tracking is definitely best. I am not optimistic at all. I don't have any symptoms and feel less bloated than usual. I just want to get an answer so I can start a new cycle

 

[BelleNuit]

I do keep checking on you ladies occasionally

Puma has DH refused to continue trying? Maybe this is just an odd way to ask for a break from trying? There must be a lot of pressure on him especially since he already knows he has an autoimmune condition.

I'm about half way through my TWW, aggressively not symptom spotting LOL.

Green, I'm really hoping that this cycle ends up in a BFP for you the way your LP keeps stretching out!