welcome Smiley, Deb111,
Deb111 have faith hun, I am 34 and I got married in June and has taken me 6 months, I felt exactly the same as you and wanted to give up because I kept hitting rock bottom each month with the old negatives (tons), I came on here and these girls gave me hope and strength and it just happend, just dont give up cos it will happen it really will. I've previoulsy said I used to walk past pregnant ladies and think how the hell have you managed that, its so hard, what is wrong with me...but it seems its normal for it to take more than 6 months on occassions, those who fall instantly are just lucky, but do not lose faith you will get there. I hated it when people said next month next month :O( then it jst takes you by surprise, enjoy the experience, some people do not get the opportunity to plan and try, it is a lovely journey together but also very frustratig when its not taking hold. I totally recommend handstands after baby dancing hee hee ;O)
Smiley, so so sorry to hear your loss that is awful but so pleased you are bouncing back to try again, it must all seem so raw right now, but when you are successful again it will ease some of that pain, I know never can take away what you have been through but having faith and driving forward will help you achieve your dream a lot sooner, wishing you tons of baby dust and a big virtual hug for your loss
Hi hoping4, mrshse8pound and Baby#3 - hope you ladies are all well...will keep you updated when have appointment on 7th - take care for now, hope you all had a great xmas x