Hey all!
Love the emoticon story XD
Im all over the place, ive been to bed, got up, cried at DH because he left the bathroom light on and the electric is low :S And when i got up out of bed and sat up, i literally thought AF was here. Not being gross but it literally felt like it just fell out of me while i got up, it wasnt, was just a lot of mucus. Well not as much as it felt like but there was quite a bit, gross... I still dont know whether im 7dpo or 12 dpo or whether AF is coming or when! Ive had enough lol! TTC is an emotional rollercoaster that i wish would stop teasing me to go on, especially when theres people everywhere getting pregnant, and i swear, i dont know if its cos my mind is on babies but EVERYWHERE i go, the places are filled with pregnant women or women with young babies or women buying babies stuff .. Even at the doctors the other day, was sat in the waiting room for an hour with two pregnant ladies and one with a new born and i literally felt like shouting up at the sky * IS THERE REALLY ANY NEED?!?! * The TTC god is toying with me lately, and im so emotional i cant take it

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You know what, im not doing any hpts or opks now , im giving it til next thursday for AF to rear her ugly head, and if not il test, if not im going to have a month off in November, al ill do is chart temperature
Sorry for the long rant but whenever i talk to DH he just cuddles me and says it will happen, which is lovely and im glad he at least does that, but it doesnt help he doesnt fully understand xxxx