Right now, you're experiencing a period of self-awakening. You have a vision, and you're getting personal growth from it. Your only obstacle is yourself: You need to break through and take the power to change yourself. If you do that, and you seem to already have, then you'll reach a period of great inspiration and be at peace with the voice within yourself. Continue on this path going in to surgery and beyond, and I see reward, fruition of your dreams, and peace and happiness. The outcome of this situation is a demonstration of your perseverance, strength, and endurance. I see stability, and I see you as a stronger person (both physically and spiritually) for having taken this journey.