TTC after loss - over 40 - any takers? Our lucky thread - 9 rainbows and 1 BFP

[Left wonderin]

Mmm dace what a lovely thing to look forward too lol...... I HATE the dentist ! Poor man , it doesn't even hurt its just the thought of it !! Good luck ... It must be offical labour watch time !! And sparkle !!!!! When is the big day ...... Nearly here right ?

 

[Serenjay]

Im allergic to penicillin too... I too come out in a massive rash.. its a nuisance sometimes when im ill for them to find something really good in comparison.

Ouch a root canal? thing I would rather have a tooth out lol.. good luck!

Im still going wee by wee... I never realised I wee'd so much as in now I am so aware of it!

 

[crysshae]

I've had a few strong contractions within minutes of each other but they go away when I change what I'm doing. If I start dilating, doc wants to induce on Valentine's Day.

I think Jenn should've had her baby last week. Hopefully she'll share pictures soon.

Good luck at the dentist Lisa.

Hope all the little ones are feeling better.

 

[Left wonderin]

Awh it was last week !!!! Damm ... Missed wishing her luck for it where did the time go ???

Cry exciting few weeks a dead for you and you now have an end point

 

[Oasis717]

Lisa poor you that's not nice!!! Woken up to snow this morning which the boys loved xxx

 

[josie1234]

Ah Lisa good luck with that. Awful. Hate dentist. Yes i am ok, no more crying which is good. Feel a little bit sick and tired with the tablets. OH gone back today and won't see him now til 15th Feb.

How is everyone else? Looking forward to pics and news. Let me know how you get on at scan Becks, thinking of you and T and sending PMA with a big P.

 

[josie1234]

Yes snow here too this morning. DS was hoping school was closed!! But no. Don't like driving in snow.

 

[Oasis717]

Thanks Jo will let you know when I get back tomorrow, glad you're feeling better I haven't got anymore tests except opks and I remember Lisa saying they went positive, mine never did with Brooklyn but they have this time, I need to stop peeing on things seriously! Xxxxx

 

[josie1234]

Lol Becks you make me smile at your peeing comment. Good luck hun xxx

 

[Serenjay]

Thanks Jo x

Im still not peeing on a bloody thing!! nope no no.. I don't even want to pee!!

Just got in from work so time for a sleep

Exciting all these babies due to be born xx

 

[Oasis717]

Lol Jo and darn it DH bought me 4 tests! Only pound shop ones but they're the ones I used on 11dpo when I got a faint line.........xxxxxx I must resist!!!! Xx

 

[Left wonderin]

Becks that Opk is dark !! Lol... Mmm thinks resistance is futile lol.... Is tommrow on next we'd in the Epu ? Don't expect to see much so early , so don't worry xxxx

 

[crysshae]

Lol. As long as you only pee on tests I think you'll be okay.

 

[Left wonderin]

Mm Yoda " the force is strong with you "

 

[Oasis717]

Haha Crystal I know dh joked he better not still for too long LOL, yes Regina tomorrow 10.20, I ended up holding for 5 hours and getting that same sodding bold but not as dark as control line I've been seeing for about 4 days now, surely it would change? These are 25miu though not 10 like Superdrug. Mind you I haven't tried diluting my wee, I can't be bothered, i dunno can your hcg even stick at the same level? Surely it would rise if all OK or drop if not? The pressure feeling has gone but boobs super tender today but that's it. Can't shake the feeling all is not good. My gut is normally right xxxxxxx

 

[Serenjay]

Thats still a good line Becks, some people dont ever get dark lines so some say on other forums xx Today you are pregnant xx

Ok I am sleeping all the time, in work I am almost dozing off... I have food aversions now, I can't stand strong smelling food or cheese...OMG NO CHEESE!! its horrific!!

I went out for a meal tonight as I was so hungry my stomach was eating itself (not normally like this) and I could only eat the bread and chips with salt and vinegar on, the food I had (veggie chick pea burger) had too many spices in it that were strong smelling and I was gaggin.. OH had a curry.. I ate his Naan bread and it was delicious... my lemonade with lime was awful and I had to get iced water... I came home and was still so thirsty I thought after a ltr of water I would try some orange juice (fresh) and I gagged... it's churned my stomach... and my boobs !!! YIKEY!! AGONY today.. yesterday they kinda stopped hurting... tonight they are "dont come near me my tits hurt" kinda hurt.

Im in trouble in work if I start vomiting... out of 33 in office now... 6 of us are pregnant.. 5th one confessed today.. she is 17 weeks. I cant tell them about me for a long time and I need to not have MS.

For my packed lunch tomorrow I have a packet of ready salted crisps - Bread - Water bottle and a Banana... I can't face anything else I have bought for packed lunch thats in cupboard and fridge.. so bland it is...

Seren is back in the hospital.. my daughter just rang.. she has a nasty water infection, they are just waiting for her meds... poor baby... broke my heart hearing her cry on the phone... im a blubbering wreck!!!! x

 

[tillyttc]

Will be thinking about you and your hubby today oasis wishing you love and luck xxx

 

[dancareoi]

Becks, big hugs for today xxx

Dentist was drilling and filing for about 1/2 hour, had to have 2 injections. First one didnt stop the sensitivity pain when he was drilling, but once he put in the second it was painless. He has removed the nerve and filled it. He has more work to do so have to go back in 3 weeks.

Mouth was numb for mos of yesterday, makes drinking a cup of tea an art form when you can't feel the cup on one side of your mouth!

T - that sicky feeling is great news. Hope Seren is better soon xx

 

[Oasis717]

Thanks Tilly, thanks Lisa, not sure if its good really, she said to me before she scanned me I was v early and don't expect to see much, we won't be seeing baby today she said, obviously! I explained I wanted one in 2 weeks but never mind, she said my womb lining was nice and thick then she showed me the smallest dot with white edges which she said was the sac, from what she was saying I think she expected it to be a bit bigger but that might just be my interpretation, she said I might be out a few days with my dates and obviously I don't know when I ovulated but I got faint pos on 11dpo so I think I implanted 8/9 when the cramps stopped and I'm sure things would be a bit bigger. Sigh, still in limbo and now a two week wait, if it wasn't for these tests (I really am stopping now) id be more hopeful but I can't help feeling the tests, my lack of symptoms and this scan are not good even my boobs hurt less today, ladies I feel really worried xxxxx

 

[Left wonderin]

Beck's you poor thing , its such an awful feeling and the bad news is that there isn't a whole lot you can do except wait . There are lots of positives , 1. You are definitely pregnant 2. You have sore boobs 3. You have a lovely thick lining 4. You have a sac so means everything is in the right place , no need to worry about ectopic .

Nothing is going to take the worry away , have you a project you can take on ? Paint a room ? Tidy out the hot press anything to keep your mind from thinking lol.... Its so hard ... I remember it so well .... I sometimes found myself routed to the spot staring into space terrified , I used to need to unstick myself , tell my self all was ok and go do something to stop me thinking !!!

Either which way this turns out there is not one thing you can do about it . Worrying will change nothing for the better or worse . I know it doesn't help but it is true xxx