TTC after loss - over 40 - any takers? Our lucky thread - 9 rainbows and 1 BFP

[dancareoi]

Becks, I know its not easy being PARL, but you are pregnant and there is something there and chances are you are a bit out on your dates.
With Brooklyn I seem to remember yo got a faint line about 6 or 7 DPO, so if this time you think you were 11 DPO and had a faint line, you could actually be 5 or 6 days out.

T -

 

[Serenjay]

Dentist was drilling and filing for about 1/2 hour, had to have 2 injections. First one didnt stop the sensitivity pain when he was drilling, but once he put in the second it was painless. He has removed the nerve and filled it. He has more work to do so have to go back in 3 weeks.

Mouth was numb for mos of yesterday, makes drinking a cup of tea an art form when you can't feel the cup on one side of your mouth!

T - that sicky feeling is great news. Hope Seren is better soon xx

T -

Glad the dentist wasnt as bad as I imagined for you.. brave woman lol... Thanks Seren is better well getting better thanks and OUCH!! the thought of my boobs bouncing that much fills me with pain plus my leftie is bigger

 

[dancareoi]

 

[crysshae]

Hopefully your days are just off Becks.

I was dilated to a 1 today. Doctor set my induction for the 12th.

Hope you and baby are doing well Jenn.

 

[Oasis717]

Crystal that's fantastic I can't believe your almost there!!!! Xx and thank you. Xx
Lisa I used a 25miu test at 11dpo it was one you take after missing AF so I reckon if I had used a Superdrug test at 8/9 dpo I would of got a line too but I just don't know, I've been so worried and I still am but there's nothing I can do to change anything now so I'm going to try not to think too much til the next scan xx
T v funny about the video, good job you were dressed!! Xx

 

[Serenjay]

Hi girls... Crystal thats amazing.. wont be long now.. exciting times!!

Becks I really hope all is well and this is a lesson to us all to stop testing xx

AFM I have been sick, very nauseated and boobs hurt so much I want painkillers!!

Midwife called yesterday and we have our 1st appt on Valentines day 6pm at the hospital I first met OH lol... freaky...

She is seeing me that bit earlier due to the losses...normally its 8-10 weeks. Im nervous about the scan Monday... but glad I have the day off work because I wont sleep the night before.

Girls I had a terrible nightmare.. it woke me at 4.15am I was so upset.. I had a dream that I was swimming holding Seren and my daughter was swimming with us too in a cave pool when something dragged my daughters leg and pulled her under so fast..she was screaming and I could hear it through the bubbles as she grabbed me and pulled me and seren under too.. I had to make a decision to let her go and save my GD or try and hold onto her and all 3 get pulled down deeper... I woke up crying my eyes out.. its been yrs and yrs since I have had a proper nightmare... and it was so upsetting still makes me sick to stomach thinking about it now. And can still hear her scream...

 

[Oasis717]

T that's fantastic I'm sure this is your perfect rainbow xxxxx
Nightmare is awful I had one about my 14 year old years ago when she was 2, I was in a huge car park and it was clear blue sky, I looked up and saw her standing at the edge of a yellow cable car way up in the air, as I watched in horror she fell straight onto the tarmac face down, I won't go into detail but I woke up screaming, its the worse dream I've ever had! Xxx

 

[Serenjay]

Oh Becks that sounds horrific too... why do they have to be so real.. and why do we have to have nightmares ... it's so scary!! x

 

[Oasis717]

Well ladies as I expected all along I think its all over for me AF cramps since this aft then brown cm and now bright red spotting xxxxx

 

[crysshae]

I'm so sorry Becks. I hope all still turns out well

 

[josie1234]

Aw Becks I hope you are wrong hun. Xxx

 

[Oasis717]

Thanks love but I've never had bright red in any successful pregnancy just the losses thank you though but it doesn't look good, had a few tears xxxx

 

[Oasis717]

Thank you Jo xxxxxxjust wanted to thank you all for your support I know we haven't met but you all mean a lot to me xxx

 

[tillyttc]

So sorry oasis Hun you know we are all to help and support you any way we can . Xxxx

 

[Left wonderin]

Oh no Becks , just in from work and seeing this now . I'm sure your just heartbroken right now . I hope your wrong and. That its just one of those random things with no explanation . Either way , good news or bad I'm here for you xxxxxx

 

[Left wonderin]

Ps you mean alot to me too xxx

 

[josie1234]

We are here for you hun and I am gutted for you if you are right. Big hugs xxxxx

 

[garfie]

Oh becks - I've been following quietly - hope you are wrong and it's just a random thing - sadly we have both been there to many times to ignore instincts -BIG hugs



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[dancareoi]

Becks

 

[Serenjay]

Oh Becks xxxxxxx I am so sorry xx