TTC after loss - over 40 - any takers? Our lucky thread - 9 rainbows and 1 BFP

[josie1234]

Hi Crystal Sayer is just so cute. A gorgeous baby and where has that time gone?

I am plodding along. Glad that AF came and went, that was one hell of a cycle. Trying to get organised for going to Australia 2 Apr. Think I am going to apply for part time job for during day as 1. Need more money coming in, 2. Getting bored. Not enough to keep me busy but don't want full - time. Got phonecall from vets to say Rovers ashes are ready to collect. Bless him. So sad.

 

[Left wonderin]

Jo its sad but feels good to bring them home , Bruno is sitting on our fireplace . Its nice to have him there oz is so near now !!! Wow !! Where are you going ? Will you travel around ? Exciting I'm jealous .

Cry OMG he is a heartbreaker !!!! Time really does fly ... It goes too fast so enjoy every second even the hard bits .

I'm excited tonight the new series of one born ever min starts on channel 4 at 9 !!! I LOVE IT , get tiddles in my belly lol..... Can't wait ... Seriously I have no life lol....

 

[josie1234]

I keep forgetting that he isn't here and expect him to be there. It's strange. I keep seeing random white feathers so I do believe that is a sign.

I don't watch that (it would make me get obsessive about ttc again). I don't even temp now. But it's a good feeling not to have it take over my life. We are going to Brisbane and staying with our friends who live there. I think they have got stuff organised for us to do but cos we are only there 16 days, I don't think we are travelling around too much.

I am so glad that the doctor was nice and gave you hope and a light at the end of the tunnel. Sounds very positive and promising xx

 

[Serenjay]

Australia? I am so jealous lol

I just watched one born and cried when the dad was having panic attacks.. bless... x

 

[Left wonderin]

I know I love it so much !!! It will be the highlight of my week for a while lol

 

[crysshae]

Those types of shows make me a blubbering mess. Lol.

 

[Serenjay]

This room is quiet...

Girls my sickness greatly reduced and I got so upset and anxious I went for a private scan this evening. Baby is measuring 11 weeks 4 days and all was perfect.. it was jumping around too

I then got home and sickness was back and I vomited xx

 

[josie1234]

Hi T lovely scan pic. Hope you are feeling better soon. Big hugs.

How is everyone else?

 

[Alien73]

Oh SJ, I am chuckling at your going for a scan because worrying (understandably) for no longer being sick, and then getting sick as soon as you got home. What a cheeky little one

I am so happy all is well and that you start to feel better and be able to enjoy the pregnancy!


I went to see my Dr because of pain in my right side, from my ovary down to my leg. Scan showed a follicle full of blood, he isn't worried at all and just did some blood tests to see if it is a leftover corpus luteum from the pregnancy (which it is not given the test results) and it looks more like my body trying to ovulate. Which is confusing as I was still waiting for the actual bleed from the miscarriage as there is no way the bleed I had was 'it', sorry if tmi but I had basically just passed the sac and another small piece of grey tissue, and less blood than a regular period. At the scan before yesterdays, Dr still saw the old lining, so not everything was gone, but yesterday that one had disappeared, without any bleeding and it has been replaced by a new one in line with a new cycle. How weird is that, apparently my body broke down the old tissue and absorbed it without bleeding. Well, I guess on the bright side my body has already started a new cycle, so I am temping and will start doing OPKs on Dr's orders. He clearly said there is no use in waiting until after a 'real' period :wink wink:

 

[dancareoi]

T - wonderfully pic - I remember the numerous scans I had and the nerve racking wait for each one. They said its really good to see an active baby.

Chances are you may start feeling movement soon as its your fourth, I started feeling Caitlin around 12 weeks.

Is this your OH first baby?

Alien, what are you doing on here, you should be

Sending lots of baby dust your way

 

[Alien73]

Lol, I probably should get started Scan showed follicles were still growing, so I probably have a couple of more days to go.....

 

[Serenjay]

Oh kim, thats crazy that your body absorbed the rest, but good news you have had the go ahead.. Becky got pregnant straight away as did I with this one after my loss in December so fingers crossed you manage it soon xx

Yes the little critter decided to get me in a fluster... then make me sick..today has been rough with vomiting too.. x

Lisa its an awful time when your due to lose symptoms you also worry its over.. I remember feeling my last son around 13 weeks.. so hopefully wont be long.. plus this one was measuring 11+4 yesterday x

 

[josie1234]

Kim that does sound crazy, the body is a strange thing but at least now you have an idea what is happening and get back on track xx

T - how is the sickness today, you still taking the med?

How is everyone else?

 

[Serenjay]

i've only been sick 9 times so far today.. but feel really sick so just on water now.. im still on the meds.. my pay goes down to half pay next week then my contract ends May.. I so needed this job

How are you? glad to be on a new cycle? hopefully it will be shorter.. are you on soy or anything?

 

[Left wonderin]

I am wreaked !!! Need an early night !! I stay up till stupid o clock for no reason !!!! Lol...

Nothing exciting here , tv and a beer , and i mean one beer tonight ... I know ... I'm crazy lol...beat that for excitement

 

[Serenjay]

I so fancied a cider shandy the other day... so settled for apple juice and lemonade and a cider ice lolly LOL

 

[Left wonderin]

T sounds wonderful

 

[Serenjay]

It was im not a drinker but so imagined a hot summers evening in cornwall with a cider.. Mmmmmmm

Happy Mothers Day to All xxx

I just woke up 12.30pm This little one had me up till 4.45am vomiting. My stomach muscles are so strong now and feel like I have been punched. My son came in room to check on me and bring me water at 3am and I said.. why is this baby trying to kill me.. his reply was.. Well as long as its doing this it means its healthy and thats the main thing.. cheers.. LOL I know what he means but not nice whilst head in a bowl gagging... xx

ps had a card and jimmy choo perfume off bumpy xx

 

[Serenjay]

Girls look what I got off Bump haha x

 

[Alien73]

That is so cute SJ!!!!