I had tested this morning and it was a

and since I wasted so much $$$ testing this month, I don't intend to test anymore.
I was temping this cycle, but my temps got weird because at my mom's, the heat was so high -- my bedroom faces the sun and basically bakes you like an oven when the sun comes up. LOL. So they were thrown off immensely. However I have temped many other cycles and have had regular 28-30 day cycles with a clear thermal shift. Low prog. was the root of my m/c in 2013. No physical indicators of high prog. My sister (she's a nurse) said that the majority of women have one cycle a year where they don't ovulate, and usually that cycle will be longer. So she said she believes that's all this is, and that I should not worry. But she's raging mad at how the nurse got me worked up and is potentially writing up a complaint about her, since she was A) rude and B) would not answer my question about which I called, but instead planted unnecessary fears in my head. My sister said from now on, I should call her first. lol.
So, we'll see. I know potentially I O'ed later, but since my temps upon coming home from mom's were pretty high, I wasn't as routine with my BDing. So I am doubtful about pregnancy at this point. I'd just like something to happen, right now, whether it's

or otherwise. I just want to move on!

to you both; TTC is such a wearing process. I'm feeling emotionally spent right now... physically too.
Sorry to whine so much ladies, I'm just so frustrated right now. I feel defeated.