Little bit of background....
Joined here for some support....kept passing and have finally registered!!
Been wanting a baby for about 4 years now....was with my previous partner for three years when we decided to have a baby and after having been on the contraceptive injection for 7 years(!) thought it would not happen quickly. However, i came off the injection in November and found out i was pregnant in May. Unfortunately by By this time, my boyfriend decided he didnt want to be a dad again (he had a previous child from another relationship) and threw me out of our home! I was so stressed and was very sick and had to be hospitalised during which time I regretfully decided to have a termination as I did not want to bring a child into such a bad situation.
Since then, I finished the relationship with him and met my current partner who is 29 and we have been together for over a year and he definitely wants kids and lots of them which is what I want too. We have been trying for a baby for 6 months now and nothing is happening!! I feel that its my punishment for having a termination.
Its really horrible when its all you can think about and everyone around you is having babies and your not. I also get you have lots of time said to me on many a occasion and thought I would sign up and talk to other women who understand what I feel.
Anyway I hope you wont judge me too much, I appreciate its not nice to hear of someone terminating a pregnancy when others are trying so hard for one (this is definitely on my conscience).
Anyway, baby dust to all!!!
Good luck to everyone xx