kalin, good for you! on making the decision on what is best for you guys.
i would prefer to not be induced either but will be doing what the dr orders. there is no talk of induction for me. i go on tuesday to see how big my baby boy really is. i know my belly has definitely grown. i was about to pop out of my work shirt last night. like literally the buttons were going to give way. lmao i have waited all these months to meet this baby and it seems like these last few weeks are the worst. it's the not knowing when part that is driving me crazy. last night i started panicking because we are still not sure on a name. i need to paint my toe nails. probably should start shaving regularly too. lol it's getting more real it is actually almost time. on tuesday i went ahead and washed most of what was left to wash. even the bedding that we had put on the bed when we got the crib like 15wks ago. we just set it up to see it and have it. but now i am going to need to put a baby in it. EEEEKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!
michele, craziness. a few years back we had a serial killer in our town. derrick todd lee. one of my mom's very best friends was a victim of his and she was abducted less than 2 miles from my house. it was so scary and he was on a rampage. i will never forget how upside down our area became. my mom hired a lock service to come and dead bolt ALL of our doors. he was targeting women my age and description. we couldn't go to the store literally alone. he actually tried to abduct a girl at the walmart that was a mile from out apartment at the time. it is so weird when something major like that happens so close to home. i mean, we read about it, but it isn't supposed to happen to us and our town. i know you know what i mean!
silas, hell yeah on the final!! i'm so happy for you. AND you are getting to move!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! talk about things looking up for you after these last couple of weeks of stress. sucks about the computer but you know when the baby gets here you won't be on near as much anyway. there is a huge likelyhood i will have to cancel my cable and internet too for a month or 2. have to prioritize the bills in order of importance. and as much as i think i NEED the internet i know i can manage. i wonder if it is better to cancel it or let it go late and catch back p. i have never really been late on it so i'm not sure how it works. i could cry thinking about it but i know i will be star struck by the baby. i don't want to lose contact with the outside world though and become all depressed. i'm well prepared to ask for antidepressants if i need them after the baby. i haven't had depression problems for a long time. since the beginning of seperating with my ex but i don't even want to go there. it's so hard to get out of a rut once you get there.
oh kalin, happy bday to your hubby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he's older than ME! HAHA!!! tomorrow is my big day. the big 30! i will spend it sitting around while my oh is at work then will work myself. pretty exciting huh? i made the decision though that i must work all that i can while i can. i have the rest of my life to celebrate. it's not like i can go out and party anyway and i quit partying a long long time ago as it is. i am supposed to go to lunch with one of my old best friends today though. we made plans on monday for her to pick me up at noon. little bothered by the fact that she doesn't have directions to this house and i have not heard from her yet either. maybe she forgot??? i hope not! but maybe so.
i want to finish organizing my baby bits today. so that kind of excites me. instead of me dreading it. so that's good. i have decals to hang. that mess up the wall. but i decided i don't care and will deal with it when we move one day. no intention of moving any time soon so it's all good. i have fought with the idea for about 15wks and am just gonna go for it. i have a super cute wooden raccoon wall hanging thing to hang too. and i suppose i will hang the quilt from the bedding set. i don't know what else to do with it. it's huge and thick and definitely can't go in the crib. any ideas?????
well i'm going to jump in the shower in case my friedn comes through. i hope so. i could go for a good meal!