Ugh.... I wanna but I'm too scared

[KamIAm]

Gooooood Morning Friends!!!

Well a lil update on how I'm feeling..... I'm actually a bit confused, well honestly a lot confused ..

All evening I felt horrible, like I was definately getting sick (flu) even had a slight temperature, sooo totally had myself convinced I really was getting sick and was completely fine with that, like I said, heck first few months I'm considering total practice LOL BUT... My temp went away quickly on it's own, no medicine and this morning I am feeling back to normal again, except for a tiny headache & body aches and some killer gas (sorry, TMI) LOL ...

So, now I'm back to the drawing board of "that wondering".... Starting to really wonder.... Hmmmm

Another HUGE thing ( I'm totally thinking this is ALL mental, so I'm all good ) Is.... I am a HUGE, Biggest Pepsi drinker... I "HAVE!!!" to have it in the mornings (my coffee) and throughout my day... BUT during my preg with Emma it tasted terrible to me and all I wanted was fruity drinks/juices AND here I go, My pepsi (soda) tasted awful and I am currently sucking down strawberry flavored water!!! .... Hahaha ...

I'm sure I am just another casuality of that wicked mind running full throttle .. Just wanted to type this out and share sooo we can keep an eye and also help others in this craziness...

THanks friends for allowing me to share .... AND please.... If my rantings about ttc is hurting anyone or upsetting anyone here please just private message me and I will most definately pipe down in this section



Good Luck You all ...

And mhazzab- Keep up posted on how your feeling!!!!

 

[Andypanda6570]

See I felt things also.The biggest for me was my BOOBIES they never ever hurt so when they did I thought for sure I was. I was upset but now I am ok and I am ready to accept that it may be this way for me for awhile, it could take 1 month or 6 months I don't know. So I can't sit here and think maybe you are or maybe you aren't . I KNOW THE MIND DOES PLAY TRICKS ON US, BUT THEN AGAIN it could be your time and I hope and pray it is .
I know when I was pregnant and had no idea I did feel like I was getting my AF that is why I had no clue, only had nausea a little I never vomited. So I really had no signs and I was. This time I had every sign and I wasn't.
We all are different, I just want you to know I am pulling for you, I want this so bad for you.. I hope you are, ...XOOXOXOX

 

[yazoo]

Is there any way you could have got pregnant last months cycle even though you weren't "trying"? No actually scrap that coz you would ahve had your period wouldn't you. Duh. Blonde moment.

To be honest hun and I hope you don't mind me saying but if you only ovulated the other day it is very unlikely that you would be having symptoms yet (that is unless you actually ovulated earlier)

I'm really rooting for you this month.

 

[kiki04]

I am going to be onboard with you soon enough and I am very excited to symptom spot with you girls!! I just hope Andrea changes her mind about stopping after 3 months At least try til your 42nd bday... then maybe all 3 of us can be PG BUDDIES!! All sharing our losses and our rainbows together

 

[mhazzab]

THanks friends for allowing me to share .... AND please.... If my rantings about ttc is hurting anyone or upsetting anyone here please just private message me and I will most definately pipe down in this section

And mhazzab- Keep up posted on how your feeling!!!!

I'm also a wee bit worried about talking about my pregnancy on here, as I don't want to be insensitive so if I ever do cause any upset, please let me know. I still get upset when I see pregnant ladies and babies around the age mine should be, and don't even talk to me about twins, unless you want lots of tears...

I've had a bit of a stressful weekend, my dad has terminal cancer and was rushed to hospital on Saturday with pneumonia...we were told it was 50/50 whether he would pull through and we should consider making the necessary phonecalls, but, in his true 'I'm a fighter' style, he got home this afternoon! I really don't know where he gets his strength from! So, sorry I haven't been around much the last few days.

Other than that, tiredness and nausea, I'm great! lol. Going to see my GP tomorrow to ask to be referred to the consultant so I can find out what extra care we will get this time, plus, I have some questions I want clarified from the test results we got.

keep us all updated on the TTC front, I love reading how everyone is getting on xx

 

[mhazzab]

I am going to be onboard with you soon enough and I am very excited to symptom spot with you girls!! I just hope Andrea changes her mind about stopping after 3 months At least try til your 42nd bday... then maybe all 3 of us can be PG BUDDIES!! All sharing our losses and our rainbows together

I'm so happy to hear you will be trying soon too, Kiki, I would love to hear you are pregnant with a little rainbow brother or sister for Hadlee and your other children xx

 

[kiki04]

THanks friends for allowing me to share .... AND please.... If my rantings about ttc is hurting anyone or upsetting anyone here please just private message me and I will most definately pipe down in this section

And mhazzab- Keep up posted on how your feeling!!!!

I'm also a wee bit worried about talking about my pregnancy on here, as I don't want to be insensitive so if I ever do cause any upset, please let me know. I still get upset when I see pregnant ladies and babies around the age mine should be, and don't even talk to me about twins, unless you want lots of tears...

I've had a bit of a stressful weekend, my dad has terminal cancer and was rushed to hospital on Saturday with pneumonia...we were told it was 50/50 whether he would pull through and we should consider making the necessary phonecalls, but, in his true 'I'm a fighter' style, he got home this afternoon! I really don't know where he gets his strength from! So, sorry I haven't been around much the last few days.

Other than that, tiredness and nausea, I'm great! lol. Going to see my GP tomorrow to ask to be referred to the consultant so I can find out what extra care we will get this time, plus, I have some questions I want clarified from the test results we got.

keep us all updated on the TTC front, I love reading how everyone is getting on xx

I am so sorry to hear about your dad But what a fighter!!!

And I am totally OK hearing about your pg... I am beyond thrilled whenever I hear of anyone getting their rainbow cuz I know how wonderful that moment will be for me in 2-4 months when we start TTC and I get a BFP... I am sure all of us want to share in your happiness cuz we know your pain

And thanks! I cant wait to get on that train. I am guessing by Feb at the latest we should be ready to TTC

 

[KamIAm]

I am extremely sorry to hear about your dady... Hmm? Strength?? Well I see that runs in your family...

I am glad to hear you are going to doctor soon and get referred to a specialist SOON ... Gotta keep a close eye on you lil missy

Kiki... I am soooo happy to hear you say you guys will start first part of next year!! That is sooo exciting! I too am hoping Andrea will keep at it at least til her 42 bday as well, Heck I think longer! LOL

yazoo, thanks for the info! I appreciate all I can get!!

Yes, our minds play crazy tricks on us don't it LOL.. coo coo coo coo

Well folks, To Be Continued.....

 

[MummyStobe]

Thanks girls for ALL your love and support ...AND keep me posted with all y'alls progress.....

Happy Humping Friends

Well done getting some action in around the special date! Got my fingers crossed for you now!!

As for keeping you posted with my progress...check out my new sig

xxx

Congratulations mhazzab, really pleased for you. Got my fingers crossed for a H&H 9 months for you. Seeing your good news has helped boost my positive thoughts about getting pregnant again.

We've started ttc again this month, well more ntnp really but that is how we have got pregnant both times before, I've never used opk or tracked temps etc, so we're sticking with our go with the flow method. Based on my cycle I should be ovulating at the end of this week so we're getting plenty of in at the moment

Look forward to hearing about everyone's progress and will add mine in due course.

Big hugs to all the amazing ladies on here

 

[Hellylou]

I just can't wait to be joining you all on the TTC journey...very exciting

 

[Andypanda6570]

THanks friends for allowing me to share .... AND please.... If my rantings about ttc is hurting anyone or upsetting anyone here please just private message me and I will most definately pipe down in this section

And mhazzab- Keep up posted on how your feeling!!!!

I'm also a wee bit worried about talking about my pregnancy on here, as I don't want to be insensitive so if I ever do cause any upset, please let me know. I still get upset when I see pregnant ladies and babies around the age mine should be, and don't even talk to me about twins, unless you want lots of tears...

I've had a bit of a stressful weekend, my dad has terminal cancer and was rushed to hospital on Saturday with pneumonia...we were told it was 50/50 whether he would pull through and we should consider making the necessary phonecalls, but, in his true 'I'm a fighter' style, he got home this afternoon! I really don't know where he gets his strength from! So, sorry I haven't been around much the last few days.

Other than that, tiredness and nausea, I'm great! lol. Going to see my GP tomorrow to ask to be referred to the consultant so I can find out what extra care we will get this time, plus, I have some questions I want clarified from the test results we got.

keep us all updated on the TTC front, I love reading how everyone is getting on xx

I want you to know i am thinking of your dad and sending prayers of strength.. You are a great friend.. XOXOXOO and a wonderful person and If you ever need to talk I am here.. Please know that.

 

[KamIAm]

Thanks girls for ALL your love and support ...AND keep me posted with all y'alls progress.....

Happy Humping Friends

Well done getting some action in around the special date! Got my fingers crossed for you now!!

As for keeping you posted with my progress...check out my new sig

xxx

Congratulations mhazzab, really pleased for you. Got my fingers crossed for a H&H 9 months for you. Seeing your good news has helped boost my positive thoughts about getting pregnant again.

We've started ttc again this month, well more ntnp really but that is how we have got pregnant both times before, I've never used opk or tracked temps etc, so we're sticking with our go with the flow method. Based on my cycle I should be ovulating at the end of this week so we're getting plenty of in at the moment

Look forward to hearing about everyone's progress and will add mine in due course.

Big hugs to all the amazing ladies on here

Oooohhh! I am SOOO Super Duper Excited to hear your TTC as well That is pretty much what we did this month, just try to hit the important dates and see what happens

Good Luck Ladies!!! AND keep us posted!!!!

 

[dnlfinker]

So I wanted to wish Congratulations to mhazzab .Very exciting news and actually gives hope for some brighter days in the future. Since some of you mentioned that you are 2 days past ovulation , I will say that I am around that time as well. I am confused a bit though as two days ago I had a positive opk and 2 bars on the ovulation monitor. The next day , for some reason the opk was negative and the monitor still showed 2 bars. The monitor is suppose to switch to three bars indicating that I ovulated so I guess this months is not going to be it for me. I guess that really means that my PCOS problem is still kicking my butt. Since I truely believe that Chlomid caused my baby to have a birth
defect , I will no longer take that to ovulate . It makes me nervous because before I was not able to ovulate and get pregnant (twice), what if I will never be able to have children again?

 

[KamIAm]

Hi Sweets

I am COMPLETELY clueless with the opk's... I have never seen one, let alone used one.. I am sorry.... I know someone will come along and answer this for you... I am super excited to keep hearing about all these rainbows in the works!!

Fingers crossed for you all.... keep me posted!! I wanna hear how you all are feeling!!!

 

[SarahJane]

Yayyayayayayay.... I hadn't seen much of this post - so pleased you are TTC Kelly xxx

 

[SarahJane]

mhazzab - OMG OMG OMG - just read this thread - so pleased for you xxxxx

Congrats babe

Let's hope we have loads and loads of BFP's in here this month...

I am due to ovulate on Wed. I am on cycle 7 TTC (tried instantly after loss) and I am using soy this month, and temping, and CBFM and OPk's - something has to work eventually

C'mon rainbow babies

 

[KamIAm]

Sarah.... As much as I am on this forum and in this section... I haven't noticed the TTC thread here!!

Haha ... Looks like I have found a home!!!

Come on rainbows!!!!!

 

[Andypanda6570]

So I wanted to wish Congratulations to mhazzab .Very exciting news and actually gives hope for some brighter days in the future. Since some of you mentioned that you are 2 days past ovulation , I will say that I am around that time as well. I am confused a bit though as two days ago I had a positive opk and 2 bars on the ovulation monitor. The next day , for some reason the opk was negative and the monitor still showed 2 bars. The monitor is suppose to switch to three bars indicating that I ovulated so I guess this months is not going to be it for me. I guess that really means that my PCOS problem is still kicking my butt. Since I truely believe that Chlomid caused my baby to have a birth
defect , I will no longer take that to ovulate . It makes me nervous because before I was not able to ovulate and get pregnant (twice), what if I will never be able to have children again?

I don't think so i do think you will get pregnant You may have caught the ovulation as it was going away,like it started earlier and then you tested and it was still there and then tested again and ovulation was over. I just stick to digital OPK, the one with the smilie face, if you get the smilie face that means you will ovulate in 24 to 36 hours.I don't like the sticks cause sometimes I can't see if the color is the same darker lighter, it is just confusing. I got the clear blue easy digital one in Walgreens on sale for 39 bucks. I had a coupon for 3 dollars off but I forgot it and was to lazy to go home and get it It will happen for you believe me.,

 

[dnlfinker]

I was checking the ovulation monitor (testing from day 11) so I am pretty sure that I didnt miss it.the monitor showed two bars at 22 day , which I think is late to ovulate. I dont understand how the smile was there but the egg on the monitor didnt show.I will test two more days in case, and I think I am done for the month.maybe dec will be better. My little angel was due in dec 28, 3 days away from my daughters second birthday they were suppose to be 2 years apart but god has his own plan.

 

[KamIAm]

Big Hugs Hon' ..... Fingers crossed!!!!