reared her ugly face this morning. ...guess im glad i didn't waste that test, but still stinks i went through that entire effort to ovulate without cycles whilist BFing and it lands me here. im more disappointed that my LP is only 8 days than the fact that showed up. I guess im not all that surprised though, considering that when im not breastfeeding, my LP is only 10 days it is. im quite certain, on a normal basis, i have a mild progesterone deficiency,so guess this serves me right for forcing my body to ovulate and get cycles when clearly it didn't want to 
but i have 7-8 day flow due to endometriosis, so im not surprised. I decided not to take the soy isoflavones this cycle. I had A LOTTTTTT of cramping for about 3 days before i actually Ov.ed last time and im going home to central Pennsylvania (hometown, leaving in 2 days) and i really dont want to be dealing with that while im there. I also dont think 
is going to be that easy considering we are going to be staying at my moms and both kids will be in the same room with us....which is when my fertile period would be, so i'll be surprised if anything results in this cycle. ....im trying not to get my hopes up that i'll actually Ov. on my own, but who knows, maybe i'll get lucky. I wont hold my breath though. 
Hopefully i still have a shot.
the night before
It's not all that open but i know all of this is a good sign. I brought with me (visiting family) the rest of the RepHresh. I only had 2 left. Since it's possible that i am 2 days out from ov. i decided to use one RepHresh to lower my pH to sway 
Im not sure if this is going to interfere the drippy EWCM thing or not. Hopefully CM is still noticeable that way. Im hoping to get to the store to get some OPKs today. Hopefully i can get a batch. Basically that means i just dont each much of anything....not sure how Thanksgiving will interfere with that 
There was an ever so faint test line but not easily noticeable 
No EWCM today, except I was "wet" on the toilet paper when I wiped (sorry, TMI! 
). That could be bc of the RepHresh doing it's job, or it could be that im not actually going to ov....not really sure. with that said, i NEVER get drippy EWCM if im not nearing Ov. so surly yesterday wasn't a fluke.
Ive had many days of fertile CM and CP but it would never turn into anything according to multiple OPKs and my BBT chart Now that it's December, it has been 6 months since we started TTC. We have spent SOOO much money on OPKs and HPTs (because i dont know when to expect either). So we have decided to go ahead and purchase the Baby-Comp (it's like the Lady-Comp only this one is for TTC). It is an intricate computer system that helps you figure out ovulation, any hormonal imbalances, is good if you are waking up a lot (which i am since i cosleep and BF), and it has a built in pregnancy test! How sweet is that?! Another thing that I like about this system is the fact there there is a gender sway software on it! (not the main reason i purchased it, but its a def bonus in my book! 
)
) but it also works as a form of birth control and it's about 99% effective. So we will also get future use out of this. So i think it's a good investment.
) FR = lower sperm count, which sways pink too. so hopefully that helps!
!!!!!!! 
cant wait for the next 17 weeks to fly by! to find out if our sway worked.
ill keep ya updated! Ill keep track of symptoms too, since i know ppl are always asking what symptoms you have with each gender. however i will preface by stating the fact that with DS1, my pregnancy was the "typical" boy pregnancy. with DS2 it was what most thought would have been a "girl" lol so i know this stuff isn't true but i think many preggers want some hope and answers early lol
