Wannabe Watermelons- 4 BFP's Come Join Us x

[Anxious5]

Thats great Never glad you had a good weekend

Afm... FIL's surgery went well and he is home now

 

[mumanddad]

i watch the football more the dp hehe I cant get enough of it..

Well i am out this month as i didnt ovulate at all but hay ho whats another month i have been trying long enough.

2 of my team members have come to be saying they are 8 weeks pg, which yes i am over the moon for them but then the oldest one of the two (41) laughed at me and said atleast i can still get pregnant at my age... i nearly punched her what a bitch

how are you all? good weekend?

 

[Anxious5]

We sat out this mnth due to FIL being sick but now he is alot better, just waiting for Af so we van try again

 

[faerieprozac]

hey ladies how are you all?
i'm feeling pretty awful today, so emotional, i'm hoping this is a symptom of better things, because if it's not then i'm spiralling into something i'd rather not. i really need a friend today, but i feel i have no one.

 

[mumanddad]

I am so sorry your feeling that way, have you done a test or have any other symptoms?

 

[faerieprozac]

I have the same symptoms as last month, which turned out to be a chemical, i'm not testing yet cause i'm only 7dpo and it'll just be a cause for more disappointment.

i literally feel i have no one, i mean, i have oh, and my step daughter... but i don't have a friend anymore, no one i can sit and chat with and go round for a coffee, and oh has always got his friends round and the past month i've been hiding in the bedroom out of the way :S

i feel like i'm cutting everyone off, not on purpose but because i can't talk to anyone and the people i could talk to and no where near me anymore, always too busy or not accessible.

I feel that i'm very positive i may get a bfp again this month, but thats shadowed by the worry that the same thing will happen.

also, as of about 4 hours ago, my ears have felt very weird... like, they have popped but they haven't... it feels like there is a lot of pressure on my right ear and i don't know if i should mention this to oh or anyone incase they think i'm just exagerating :S

 

[abstersmum]

oh hun i hope you feel better soon have you told oh how you feel

 

[bonjo808]

aaww faerie I'm soo sorry - I had this kind of day yesterday too and I know its not what you want to hear and its so Cliche but it will get better. I found out yesterday that one of our close friends is about 4 months pregnant and expecting a boy....she didn't even actually tell us!!! I found out from Facebook!!! I took the news very very hard especially when she said "oh we just stop preventing and bam it happened" grrrrrr And like you I didn't think I had anyone to talk to but I ended up calling my best friend who I haven't really kept in the loop w/ this whole TTC thing, but when I called her I started bawling and it just all came out and I really did feel better afterwards.

Plus, you do have people, you have us. On the really bad days if I just get on BnB I can always find someone who is in the same situation or has the same thoughts as me and it can always lift my spirits.

 

[Anxious5]

Sorry you are feeling so down faerie...I to feel this way quite often and more now that I have moved hundreds of miles away from my family and friends ,God only gives us what we can handle and I know it can be tough but we can always get through it!!!!

 

[faerieprozac]

Thanks ladies. Would be nuts if i didn't have this forum to come to. feeling a bit better today, it's usually at night I get at my worst..

xxxx

 

[nevertogether]

i hope you feel better hun

 

[abstersmum]

how are we all today

 

[abstersmum]

hi how is everyone im off work today not feeling well, i hope you feel better jemma is anyone close to testing yet

 

[mumanddad]

Hello ladies how are you all today..

i got a quick question any advice would be great..

Well back in January i started going to boxercising once a week and I'm still going now (only missed 2 sessions) then i started a second class called zumba 2 months a go, well since I started the gym i have noticed I am always 2 to 3 days late and my af seems to last longer...

Do you think this could have something to do with exercising?

hope your all having a good day

XXXbaby dust to you all XXX

 

[faerieprozac]

I really don't know, I don't do any exercising so I can't help, but if it's the only thing that has changed since you noticing longer cycles then maybe?

Jo i'm feeling a bit better but I just know AF is on her way, I'm due either wednesday, thursday or friday and i'm already fulls of cramps and back ache. i don't think we caught it. If AF happens to not show by friday, i'll test on saturday but i'm not holding onto any hope atm.

How is everyone else?

 

[mumanddad]

yeh may be it is then... i have also noticed around time of af i go really sicky and always dizzy :S

af is on its way here too i have had cramps for a week and back ache also x

 

[nevertogether]

i'm just waiting to o ladies and a visit with DH in 7 days can't wait!

 

[abstersmum]

i had the worst cramps the month i got my bfp and got them this month when af would have been due so you just dont know

 

[abstersmum]

never are you still on the soy

 

[faerieprozac]

Were they like normal AF cramps? These feel like AF is going to come any second, but she's not due for two more days!! At least!! Usually I get minor cramps in the run up, but these are like proper full on cramps.

Woop wopp never, excited for you!! This is YOUR month!!