We're all in this together!

[20yearslater]

oh and hey, FF gave me back the original dates YAY!! I had to take out the second + opk but its gone.

 

[Excalibur]

Chasta - That's great that FF gave you back your original dates xx

 

[Laura2806]

thats good hun.

BFN here, took it hard today, just wanna sit and cry! If i'm not pregnant i wish the witch would just show the fuck up!

 

[20yearslater]

Aww Laura; I know what you mean - I cried a few times yesterday little things triggered me, I spent most of the day here on BnB (cause I don't have a life with DD being gone and DH so far away)
AND THEN...
I read a post in the 2ww (over 35) titled I guess I am that 1-5 - so I read it

It talked about how she was told that her LO if born would have Downs, and her and her husband decided to terminate. I cried and cried, all I kept thinking was if there was any disability out there that would be the best one( I know that sounds bad I really hope you know what I meant) Not saying that I would want that, but I would have taken it!
Sorry, I brought this up I had to share because I was so dumbfounded over it.

Anyhow, don't give up hope yet sugar!!!! If I was closer Id be like lets go grab a coffee and take your little man to the park to play. AF hasn't shown her ugly face yet you still have a chance.

 

[Laura2806]

Aww thanks hunni im stuck at work on my own

I know what you mean about downs syndrome, it certainly wouldn't make me terminate a pregnancy! Each child is created for a reason, they should have the right to leave for that reason!

found myself longing to be pregnant again yesterday and today (especially with the royal baby on the way!) and I hoped I wouldn't get to this point again but low and behold here I am!

I always really wanted this next baby but didn't think I would get so hung up on TTC so quickly!

Hopefully I can get an answer from the docs Friday and take things from there. Got AF cramps today but I know they can mean more than just AF!

Also I have started getting cramps throughout the whole of my cycle since having Oscar. I'll have to remember to mention that! Xx

 

[20yearslater]

Im right here with you. I too am starting to get cramping, and the flippen weirdest thing was the pinching on the left side, I don't have that today. Now it on the RIGHT!! What the hell, I know I will be testing tomorrow. I think Im freaking out so bad this month because if I don't get that BFP this month, I think Im done.

I am going to see about attending school in September. I attended college (11 years ago) I got an accounting degree. But my f****** X husband decided not to start our own business and told me that I couldn't work in an office cause he didn't want the office boy to eye me up -- YA know I cant fucking believe I listened to him..........

OK OK - anyhow, so here I am 35 kids all grown up, no job, no current education, no career, OH my word sorry hunny, crap --- Im starting to depress myself.
WOW

LMFAO - but did I make you feel any better. cause that really was my goal.

 

[Excalibur]

Chasta - I totally understood what you meant! If I ever found out that my baby had downs, there is no way on this Earth that I would terminate it! xx

Laura - Big hugs hunni, you are definitely not out until the witch arrives so don't lose hope yet chick xx

 

[Laura2806]

Chasta hunni I hope you get that BFP! You also have two beautiful daughters and a gorgeous grand baby on the way! Chin up hunni xxx

Thanks natt, so fed up! Tempted to test tomorrow but can't take another BFN xx

 

[Laura2806]

Ladies I come to you foe help!

I'm sitting here at work minding my own business and get some pretty intense cramps so decide to check my cervix. Its really low, maybe only 2" in, never felt it so low before, but then I don't check it that often, and there was a spot of blood but there always is when I check it, plus there was some EWCM, now I've got a pain going upwards, it starts higher than where I just felt my cervix and goes up a couple inches. Do we think AF is on her way?? Id be happy if she came today as she would be gone by the wedding! Lol xxx

 

[20yearslater]

I don't know, What I do know is when I first started to check myself I was pushing so hard that I gave myself cramps, I wanted to see how hard or soft I was -- it was like poking a bruise

I hope that it was implantation for you hun, but if not I hope AF comes quick and swift, in and out.

 

[20yearslater]

Well we all kind of knew it was too early

I POAS this morning and

I am feeling really sick this morning though, I have a metal taste in my mouth. *sigh* I am going to wait until Thursday to try again.

 

[Laura2806]

I think the cramps were me feeling my cervix move as I checked it an hour later an it was high hope that's its final resting place for the next 9months! Thanks hun she needs to come today or tomorrow so im not on for the wedding and by Sunday for me to not be heavy lol or needs to stay away full stop!

Sorry you got a BFN fxd for Thursday xxx

 

[20yearslater]

Your cervix being high is a very good sign. I hope it stays up there for at least 9 months --give or take a day or two

 

[20yearslater]

BB are feeling sunburnt or when you do this to much

what the hell is that - why would they put that in here? I didn't think this was a porn site HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Crazy, I am feeling a bit better, just in time for bed. boobs are bad though, looking forward to Thursday.

 

[20yearslater]

Yup and then the insomnia hits....... wow, last night was bad took a bit to fall asleep but tonight 2 hours later, here I am. I am so hot to touch I kicked off the blankets,
but then I have the a/c on and im bloody cold. -.-

But yay for me for the insomnia, and I might add the carpal tunnel is back in my wrists odd since I had the surgery for that. lol...... all good signs, even with the others gone.

I may break down and buy one tomorrow... im a sucker for punishment.

 

[Laura2806]

lmao! your funny hun!!

Cervix is still high so Fx'ed!!!! xxx

 

[20yearslater]

Im rooting for you Laura

 

[Excalibur]

Laura & Chasta - Fingers and toes are tightly crossed for your BFP's xxx

 

[20yearslater]

Laura & Chasta - Fin gers and toes are tightly crossed for your BFP's xxx

thanks sugar, where are you at in the game this month?

 

[Excalibur]

Laura & Chasta - Fin gers and toes are tightly crossed for your BFP's xxx

thanks sugar, where are you at in the game this month?

You're more than welcome hunni. AF is due for me in about 2 days but we are not TTC at the moment, got too much going on at the moment and I'm on Anti Depressants so don't want to risk getting pregnant whilst I am on those xx