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[20yearslater]

Give me a smile Chasta hunni!! You now you want too!! how's your cervix today? It's not PMS it's hose pregnancy hormones!

Haha still high! Really high intact today! Will update once I've been the docs!

Thanks natt hunni, not tested today but got a sample to take the docs with me, wonder what she will say/do/suggest!

With regards to sharing Tyler with a sibling I wonder that too but then I see my friends children and realise that's what Oscar needs I don't want him to be an only child, not have a play friend at home, someone to argue and fight with, someone to protect, get upto mischief with, support through hard times, see get married, have children, share advice with, etc etc xx

I totally agree with you about the child thing, mind you I wish I was 18 with 2kids under 1 but I lived, they grew up and life moved on. They were really really close, until my youngest moved out. and now because of the different direction that she had chosen they barely see eye to eye. *sigh*

Heres hoping that when the baby is born she will grow up A LOT - LOL

 

[20yearslater]

Anyhow, all symptoms are gone Laura but thanks; even my boobs feel like fricken jelly kind of odd cause even with AF going to be here tomorrow, my BBs are usually more solid than this.
^^^^ I just read that your boob deflate once your progesterone decreases because AF is coming, and if you look at my chat my temp has gone down .4 in 4 days. So that makes sense.

My cervix is medium-low, I am having AF cramps in my hips now, and my Temp went down another Degree. I know Im out.

I am ever so Rooting for you though Laura, at least if one of us get that BFP I will be good.

 

[sarahuk]

Oh my word - this makes me so sad, I know we are both in better places now my X never hit me - BUT - I thought I had a stroke. I had a cat scan done and everything he didn't come with me. I even quit smoking and I had smoked for 20 yrs. but I just needed to make sure that - that - wasn't it. In the end I found out it was him all along. He stressed me out so bad that I thought I had a stroke. My friend

OH BTW - is it just me or did we highjack this feed? LMAO ** sorry everyone, but hey I guess its good reading if someone was board.

Oh the girls never mind this dont ever worry!

Haha chick! I meant hit me in the eye with the spunk not the fist Aww men...they are evil chick Best rid. Awful that he didnt go with you what a dick!! x

 

[sarahuk]

Please make this heat bugger off!

Sigh..having a right stress triying to work out how to make a cot fit in the bedroom...Alex is waving his arms and feets around too much, banging the side of his moses basket and waking himself up!

Starting opks today for the next week! Do I want a positive or not hmm...! x

Sure you do, you want that positive!!! In really bad heat i go stick my feet in the tub, just my feet, the cold water cools down my whole body temp. If i can't get the feet in the tub, I hold my hands under the cold water instead.

Im sooooo going to head off now and try that! We are so bad over here because we never ever have heatwaves but the second the weather gets warm we are bitching and moaning for it to bugger off!

My opk yesterday was darker than the others so hopefully I am headed for a positive rather than af like i did last cycle at ovulation time!

x

I hope so too, does this mean you are getting AF 2xs a month? or are you having long cycles?

I think the 14 day last month was just a flunk cycle as it was my first proper one after giving birth...this one is going strong Had a good few days with positive opks but dont know if and when i did ov as temping is a nightmare with alex atm! xx

 

[sarahuk]

DH got evicted !!!!!!!!

He was blamed for a bunch of stupid shit, like over loading the circuits I don't understand how that is --- He didn't friggen wire the bloody friggen house!!!!

I cant see how its his fault that the AC and the Dryer are on the same circuit - again not his fault that it bloody well caught fire either. GGGrrrrr WTH -- What a bunch of bull shit

omg that sounds total shit! I hope that when i get fully update this situation changed...off to keep reading! x

 

[sarahuk]

Hey ladies, sorry but I'm gonna be ignorant and not read through all the posts

Hope you're all ok and things are well, sorry to hear DH got evicted! Where he's stopping?

Me still no AF waiting till the weekend to test, loads easier when you don't have any in xx

omg laura..how could u not read back?! naughty girl!!

 

[sarahuk]

Hey ladies, sorry but I'm gonna be ignorant and not read through all the posts

Hope you're all ok and things are well, sorry to hear DH got evicted! Where he's stopping?

Me still no AF waiting till the weekend to test, loads easier when you don't have any in xx

Not to sure what you mean by stopping? If that means living LOL-he lives in N.Y - even though we are right beside each other Canada/USA The laws are so friggen different.

I feel so down hearted as if its my fault, and I guess in a way it is. He told me this would happen, and he told me that I shouldn't come down until he has moved or whatever. But I am just very bold..... I told him tonight that I am not his whore im his wife and I cant believe that people thinks that his wife shouldn't stay with him for awhile.



So stressed that I laid down for over an hour, and Im finding it hard to eat.

I know its not easy but try not to let everything get to you. You are 100% right. Its disgusting that they are making you feel like you cant visit your own bloody husband! x

 

[sarahuk]

Can anyone tell me how to get the ticker FF gives you when you click on someone's chart into my sig please? Xxx

oh yay for more stalkage!!

 

[sarahuk]

Ive been having these really weird pains in my left side, almost like I just ran a marathon however all I actually did was sit on my ass. it feels like a stich or a pulled mussel from running. Weird. On another note my temp was still up today, this month is so different from last month. And because this is only the second time charting I have no other normal chart to go by for myself.

I am also feeling a pinching in my bladder, I don't normally get bladder infections haven't had one in a long time. hummmm

Maybe im just a little stressed out, and of course being in the 2ww is not helping.

could be your little eggy snuggling in! Exciting times when youre this far into the tww x

 

[sarahuk]

Lol thanks hun, ill have a look on the iMac and see if I can figure it out

As for the pains they sound like good signs the problem with the TWW is we put everything down to implantabtion, snuggling beans, pregnancy symptoms etc when half the time its all in out heads or something we ate

LOL true that..the cycle I fell pregnant with alex i had zero symptoms for first time ever x

 

[sarahuk]

Lol thanks hun, ill have a look on the iMac and see if I can figure it out

As for the pains they sound like good signs the problem with the TWW is we put everything down to implantabtion, snuggling beans, pregnancy symptoms etc when half the time its all in out heads or something we ate

I know......... LMAO -- however I have 5 days left before I can start to test, not sure If I want to do it at 10 DPO or wait for a couple more, I hate seeing that BFN - im no different than anyone else. LOL

We will see, I could use that one that is 5days before your missed period that brings me to 4 days from now, HAHA - ya maybe I need a past time, something to get my mind off stuff. But man in this heat! I don't even wan to open the door to outside, lol, I didn't the dishes and broke a sweat. HA

lol i get that just thinking about doing dishes these days x

 

[sarahuk]

Lol I say test when you feel like it, I always ty to tell myself it'll be negative then it's not so bad when only one line appears! Lol

Drank half a glass of wine but feel like I've downed several bottles!!! Not good! Xx

I was so good not drinking when ttc...reminds me of how i got totally freaking PLASTERED the cycle i caught the egg...was surprised he was born not drunk x

 

[sarahuk]

1 week today girls for AF to be here..... lets do a poll, LOL when should I test, 5 days before AF(8dpo) - 3 days before AF(10dpo) - the day Before AF(12dpo) or the morning it should be here????

Oh my - I am really feeling as though I don't have a life right now. LMAO!!!!
DD is gone to her granparents
DH is in another country
sigh* --- oh oh I just got cramps on my lower right side.

Is it time to test yet? Is it time to test yet? Is it time to test yet. YA Ok Im board, so I let DH have access to my FF chart online - LOL should I start shit and put Yes to intercourse today to see if he is paying attention!!! LOL

HAHAHA!! Well I suppose I will gooooooooo its only 7pm here. gah sigh have a good night everyone.

OH my was that thunder - YUP I guess im going to go watch the storm

Love watching storms! Ive been known to test from 7dpo so id be saying test test lol x

 

[20yearslater]

Oh my word - this makes me so sad, I know we are both in better places now my X never hit me - BUT - I thought I had a stroke. I had a cat scan done and everything he didn't come with me. I even quit smoking and I had smoked for 20 yrs. but I just needed to make sure that - that - wasn't it. In the end I found out it was him all along. He stressed me out so bad that I thought I had a stroke. My friend

OH BTW - is it just me or did we highjack this feed? LMAO ** sorry everyone, but hey I guess its good reading if someone was board.

Oh the girls never mind this dont ever worry!

Haha chick! I meant hit me in the eye with the spunk not the fist Aww men...they are evil chick Best rid. Awful that he didnt go with you what a dick!! x

lol - opps

 

[sarahuk]

Can anyone tell me why FF bumped up my CHs to the 14th now, my temp went up again this morning - is this why?

This is my fist chart ovulating, last month I did not O, now my chart looks really funny.

That was kind of depressing...... in corner........

Clear thermal shift at the end of fertile period of cm...14th looks perfect to me for ov X

 

[sarahuk]

I knew I should had picked up more when I was at DHs house, they are cheep there 2 for 8.00

here your paying 12.00 for 1

I have 2 pg tests and I also have 2 OPKs as well.

--- I am going stupid though, ----
different things I go to say and the word I go to use is wrong, and as soon as I say it I know it..... Things I go to type I completely misspell them go to use the keyboard and I press the same wrong key at least 2xs..... What in the world.

I am feeling really dizzy, so I deceided to eat something and my scrambled eggs and toast was not smelling or tasting like I wanted them too. I feel as though this is all in my head!!!

My BBs are still sore the soreness has only gone away for a half a day after Oing, and I thought that someone was sitting on my chest last night when I was laying down, I wanted to cry cause I was starting to get scared --- I tell you if im not pregnant, I am having the doctor put me on *happy pills* - cause this is really crappy. plus the pain in my tummy grrr

I joined another chat there are only two of us in it LMAO but still were comparing symptoms HAHA!! she is a day ahead of me theres nothing like feeding the madness!!!!

Ok im done ranting for a bit I suppose. ---- and my skin has been so oily - wow, I have 3 pimples on my forehead alone - again I feel like a dumb ass because I know that these are symptoms - but I am only 6-7DPO

All sonds really promising to me chick! x

 

[sarahuk]

thats good hun.

BFN here, took it hard today, just wanna sit and cry! If i'm not pregnant i wish the witch would just show the fuck up!

your bfp is coming hun i know it x

 

[sarahuk]

Aww Laura; I know what you mean - I cried a few times yesterday little things triggered me, I spent most of the day here on BnB (cause I don't have a life with DD being gone and DH so far away)
AND THEN...
I read a post in the 2ww (over 35) titled I guess I am that 1-5 - so I read it

It talked about how she was told that her LO if born would have Downs, and her and her husband decided to terminate. I cried and cried, all I kept thinking was if there was any disability out there that would be the best one( I know that sounds bad I really hope you know what I meant) Not saying that I would want that, but I would have taken it!
Sorry, I brought this up I had to share because I was so dumbfounded over it.

Anyhow, don't give up hope yet sugar!!!! If I was closer Id be like lets go grab a coffee and take your little man to the park to play. AF hasn't shown her ugly face yet you still have a chance.

I wanna go too! I understand what u mean chick...personally i wouldnt ever terminate. I had to with the ectopic but it still haunts. x

 

[sarahuk]

Aww thanks hunni im stuck at work on my own

I know what you mean about downs syndrome, it certainly wouldn't make me terminate a pregnancy! Each child is created for a reason, they should have the right to leave for that reason!

found myself longing to be pregnant again yesterday and today (especially with the royal baby on the way!) and I hoped I wouldn't get to this point again but low and behold here I am!

I always really wanted this next baby but didn't think I would get so hung up on TTC so quickly!

Hopefully I can get an answer from the docs Friday and take things from there. Got AF cramps today but I know they can mean more than just AF!

Also I have started getting cramps throughout the whole of my cycle since having Oscar. I'll have to remember to mention that! Xx

Good luck with the doc today!

Its so easy hun..its the main reason im scared to comitt to actively ttc atm. That and the fact alex is only 13wks lol x

 

[sarahuk]

I don't know, What I do know is when I first started to check myself I was pushing so hard that I gave myself cramps, I wanted to see how hard or soft I was -- it was like poking a bruise

I hope that it was implantation for you hun, but if not I hope AF comes quick and swift, in and out.

I cant even bloody find mine lol x