ShanandBoc
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I asked a geniune question - what is the point in taking it if you feel the same? if all it does is "dilute" or "numb" emotions, surely there are other healthier ways - LEGAL ways to do that?
Here is my answer to that.
I currently live in the house that my mother killed herself in, I have to sleep in the bedroom that she did it in, alone, every night.
I refuse to take a perscription drug, because I feel that it what lead to my mothers overpowering depression. She was the perfect woman, and mother.
So in order to deal with my crazy emotions and problems, (Ive gone to several doctors and everyone just says get over it) I smoke Marijuana.
I dont yet have a Medical Marijuana license, because you have to have insurance to see the doctor.
So its bought illegaly.
It is the way that I choose to make it through the day in the house I live in. Which still has most of the same furniture and looks pretty much the same.
Do you have any idea how hard it is to be in here even high? Its the most depressing, awful thing ever.
I am so very sorry to hear about your mum That must be extremely difficult for you. Are u unable to move?