Hiya girls, things aren't great. The docs think it might be ectopic seeing as how my womb is in a completely non-pregnant state. But there definately IS a pregnancy because my HCG level is up... but we jsut don't know WHERE it is. I have a blob on my left fallopian tube... so that is what is making them think it's ectopic. I spent last night in hospital (first time ever for anything I've had to be in hospital), and I have to go back tomorrow for more bloods.
They said that if my hormone level has doubled then it's more likely to be a normal pregnancy but I'm just earlier than I thought (which makes sense... because from my dates I only ovulated about 3 weeks ago)... if it stays the same then it's probably ectopic... if it's gone down then I've lost the baby. But it's just waiting now.
In the mean time I've been told I have open access to the ward I was on last night if anything goes wrong (if, for example, it IS ectopic and something goes wrong... i.e. it ruptures)
This took me completley by surprise... I prepared myself for to be told I'd miscarried... but not for this
But... until I get those bloods back tomorrow then I just don't know
I'm feeling... wierdly... okay about it though. At least now I know (kinda) what's happening... and if it IS ectopic I know my options... although neither of them sound very appealing to me. Makes me think "abortion"
Thanks for all of your support ladies. You really are legends! I will update you when I know what is happening. but FX'd it's just a VERY early pregnancy and all is ok :-S
Love you girlies. I'm going to have a nap... I have had more spotting, and if it turns to fresh blood I have to go back into hospital for more observations. Talk to you soon. Spencer I will inbox you my mobile number so I can let you know so you can tell everyone else
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