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Kaede351
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Ashley, im sure evrything will be ok.
Kaede - Glad your feeling better today but its understandable that you feel like that, you have had a lot to deal with this month and it effects people diffrently. I lost a baby last year, in fact would of been due may 20th. My friends son is due his first baby that day. Whenever she talks about little one, i get very jealous and then very upset. I try to stop but cant help it. You just learn to cope with it
Reeds- Yippee, AF has arrived and your back in the game. smep is getting good results so far, so fingers crossed for both of us. Im on cd9 so my first day was yesterday and day off today. Time for OH to make sure he has enough stamina for the next few days
Welcome momtoboys
Thanks Spencer Yeah, I know I'll be ok in another couple weeks or so... at least I hope I will :S I hate feeling like this... I thought I'd felt the worse pain imaginable when my ex and I broke up... this is a million times worse. And the problem is there is nothing to blame for this... nothing to make me feel better. It was just nature. It is the most horrible feeling though. These horrible, awful thoughts go through your head before you can stop them and then you feel guilty afterwards... or at least I get that alot when I'm feeling down. I'm not a horrible person and it actually scares me the thoughts I get lately :S
My music has helped me get through though Lots of happy songs from Glee haha, gettin me dancing XD Been watching Glee and True Blood to take my mind off it with some sexy eye candy too XD haha. Mmm, sexy Mr Schuester and Vampire Bill XD lmao.
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