I hope AF stays away for you Reeds!!!
Oh dear Ash, I'm sorry you have to go through that
Me... I still hadn't ovulated as of last night (due to today), so I hope that will happen either today or tomorrow. So FX'd it leads to bfp! I need something to bring me back round from the dark side lol >.< The last week or so I've felt really scared and paranoid... and part of me is telling me not to put myself and DH through all of this. But it's all I've ever wanted since I can remember. I jsut want a family and to be a good mum!
I think it's kinda really sunk in now that I lost my bean... I would have been 15 weeks today
I think if I don't get bfp this month I might talk to DH about having a break for a month or two (not that we probably will... DH wants it as much as I do... but we'll talk about it!! haha).
My dad made me cry the other day too. He didn't mean to... but he asked me how I was feeling now, and we were talking about it and he said "I know through the years I haven't been the best dad, I used to always tell you kids to shut up and be quiet. But I have to say I was really looking forward to being a grandad." That was it.... the tears started and wouldn't stop
But it kinda gave me a little bit of my resolve back.
Anyway, that's my essay for the day haha.
Love to you all!
XxX