A bit down today

I found some browny cm so I'm sure af is on the way, super early again. I'm only 8dpo.
Then a close friend with a dd only slightly older than mine told me she's pregnant today. Another friend from Nct whose dd is a week
Older than mine had a son today. And another friend whose son is 2 weeks older than my dd found out she's having a girl today. Oh and tomorrow I'm meeting my best mate who was due 3 weeks after me and can talk about nothing but the fact that she's pregnant despite knowing what happened to me.
Apart from the friend who had the baby today who was due 5 weeks before me, I should be more pregnant than all of them. Sorry for the moan. I just feel so
Low today

xxx