, This april 11th will be a year actively trying and nothing, I have tried everytrhing, Dont know what else to do 
, I dont know maybe doc. will try something new when he gats my temp chart, I am soooo sad all I have done is cry. I do hope some good news comes your way sweetie HUGS HUGS FRIENDS
Oh no!!!! I feel so bad. Even though I'm right behind you, May 26 will be a year for me, I still can't stand to see a friend going through that pain. 
I'm sorry it has taken me so long to respond. I know you must've needed someone to talk to. I hope you are feeling better today and that the doctors have something they can offer to help that works for you. I really wanted this to be it for you. sweetie.
, It has really got me going crazy, still all I think about is I was soooo poss. this month . I am begining to wonder if it is ever going to happen, I feel I am loosing hope, I layed around all weekend in bed, didnt want to talk to anyone,see anyone, just wanted to be left alone, and I dont like getting like that. HUGS HUGS FRIENDS
Are you still seeing the doc that did your reversal or your regular gyn? I hate when doctors seem uninterested. When I had my appt last week, it was my first time bringing up ttc with my dr. I only went to her so I can get this HSG done without going through all the new patient stuff with a new doctor. I was surprised she seemed so concerned as she did. My past experiences with her weren't so great. Still think I will not stay with her when I do fall pregnant. I need someone who specializes in high risk pregnancies.
Don't get discouraged. I know it's easier said than done. Sometimes we have to work hard for what we want. We'll only appreciate it that much more when it happens. I'm sure you have great support in your husband and don't forget, he is going through all this too. I have days when I feel like I wanna just give up but I know that's not gonna happen. Besides, it's damn near impossible to do anyway. Once you start charting and knowing your cycle so well how do you not pay attention? Even when I stopped temping last cycle, I still knew what day it was and when I should O and how it felt after O. It's no going back now. We just have to keep on pressing. What makes it so hard, for me, is the not knowing what the heck is going on. Why. I have been pregnant 7 times without trying.
I know it's hard but we need to move on to happy thoughts. Me and you both. Tell depression to go somewhere!!!! We can do without.
yes I am still talking with him over emails, because I had the tubal reversal done in Louiville Kentucky, so we keep intouch by emails and calls if needed. I am hoping come april the the 11th if have not concieved by then he will suggest to come to LOuiville for some test, I know april hubby has a appt. to see a nephology I think it is to check for the morphology issue and what is causing it. Hubby is onthat vitamin pycenegenol that is to improve the morphology and he has been on it for over 3 months now I hope it has made some improvement for his morphology. I assume at that appt. they will repeat the SA, and see if there is a improvement. I mean that could be what the doc. is waiting for. waiting for hubby to go to that appt. and then he will go from there. I dont know, just want it to happen. FOR IT TO HAPPEN FOR US BOTH . Hubbys counts are good, its the morphology ,he has 5% that is normal, 99.5% is abnormal, abnormal heads and coiled tails,. I will hang in there with hun I need to I know, it just becomes so hard lately, now that we are coming up on a year is all. HUGS HUGS FRIENDS. Something has to break this BFN cycles for us. I tell you when we do concieve we are going to have a party right here on the sight between us 2,heeeheee 
. HUGS HUGS FRIENDS, Where is it you say you live? I am in Morgantown West Virginia HUGS HUGS FRIENDSHUGS HUGS FRIENDS
